wishing...

i wish i could go back to my childhood days wherein i could jump around and not worry about anything. my life would be devoid of all the problems i have to face. i wouldn't be bothered by the the things that i have to do just to shift to AB-CAM. i wouldn't have this fear of leaving my school if ever i won't be able to succesfully shift. i wouldn't have to apply to another school just in case... shiets. i hate lasalle.. i hate life. i just hate.

season's greetings?

a night after Christmas, yeah right.

well i don't know whether to be happy or sad this season of suppose to be joy. it's almost the second week of the term break and things are still the same. not that i'm asking for a major change in my life, but the thing is, it has always been this monotonous. for one, i haven't even cleaned my room and i've been in the house since my parent's 15th "wedding anniversary" (t'was on the 19th, just so you know). something's missing and i too am still in the process of knowing what that is.

am i happy this christmas? haha, so-so. thanks for the gifts, and the endless holiday greetings filling up the space of my inbox, i appreciate it. but sorry to say that i still have this selfish wish this christmas, and that was what i prayed for in the christmas eve mass we attended last night. i told Him that it doesn't matter WHEN he permits me to achieve that wish of mine, just as long as he lets me. note: this ain't about boys. this is for my future and my real happiness. i gotta need lots of help from Him to be able to get what i'm wishing for. o_o

whatever i got last night/today, somehow lifted up my spirits. it wasn't all that bad. buti nalang magagamit ko lahat ng binigay nila. that's what i love about la familia, they give not just for the sake of giving, but they give you what you really need. and at the same time what you will enjoy as well. haha!


**to thy friends/barkada/AFOMB, thanks for the gifts and text greetings kagabi. shiets, kung meron man akong nakalimutan itext and igreet, sowee.. my bad. pero di naman dun name-measure yung spirit ng christmas diba. sa new year nalang, haha! basta, mahal ko kayong lahat.


a blessed season to one and all, (before my clock strucks 12 for the 26th.) God bless you and your family. LOVE YOU. MWAHHUGZ.

i'm lovin' this.

i don't know what to post right now. sorry. so i'll just post something that has long been in my computer's memory. this one never failed to put a smile on my face. hope it does the same to you. you can laugh if you want to. that would be very much appreciated. lol.



HOW TO DUMP A MAN

Dear Mr.________,

I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition. Check those that apply...

___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it.
___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not something I can picture myself yelling out in a fit of passion.
___The fact that our dining experiences to date has left MY wallet a little lighter, and YOUR pants a little tighter!
___You failed the 20 Question Rule, i.e., I asked you 20 questions about yourself before you asked me more than one about myself.
___Your legs are skinnier than mine.
___You're too short. Any son that we produce would inevitably be beaten up repeatedly at recess.
___You're too tall. I'm developing a chronic neck condition from trying to kiss you.
___I find your inability to fix my car extraordinarily unappealing.
___The fact that your apartment has been condemned reveals an inherent slovenliness that I fear is unbreakable.
___The phrase "My Mother" has popped up far too often in conversation.
___You still live with your parents.
___Although I do enjoy the X-Files, I find your wardrobe of Star Trek uniforms a little disconcerting.
___Your frequent references to your ex-girlfriend lead me to suspect that you are some sort of psychotic stalker.
___Your ability to belch the alphabet is not a trait that I am seeking in a long-term partner.
___Your height is out of proportion to your weight.If you should however, happen to gain the necessary 17 vertical inches, please do resubmit your application.
___I am out of your league, set your sights lower next time.


Sincerely,
Ms. Villanueva

[problemado]

so yeah, i'm getting a little problematic bout some things. the above message says it all. but let me still elaborate. actually, BS-Psyc is not really my course. MY FIRST CHOICE is AB-CAM. but then, i passed in DLSU with bs-psyc as my course. and since i wanted to go to la salle, i opted to go with that course and later on shift nalang. so this was what happened: my dad and I talked last night and he told me that if i don't get to shift to AB-CAM in La Salle, i'd have to transfer to another school to pursue the course that i want. but the thing is, (as it is written in my message to Pao), i don't want to leave La Salle. i've come to love the school and its environment. i can't imagine myself in any other school. the thing that i need to do now is to get HIGHER grades next time (which i should start working on with next term), so that i would have a fair chance to shift to my desired course. if i can do that, my ninang (who's a prof in the university and was a dean before) could maybe help me out and pull some strings. i gotta work hard na talaga this time. need to take things seriously nah. so if you guys have any info or whatever about shifting procedures and the like, please please please i need your help. i'd definitely appreciate your concern, so please tulong naman. haha! may God help his servant, Natasha. *sigh*

life and something like it.

i'm slowly drowning in this deafening silence that the night has enclosed me in.

darkness loomed around my very soul as i try to struggle my way out of its grip.

i gasped for any more air for i know that this life can't hold on to me forever.

even if it takes me a lifetime, i will try to keep up.

i wish it wouldn't be this difficult to be on my life's tracks. i wish there was a much easy way.

but then, reality does bite harshly and i gotta know better than what i'm wishing for.

life ain't fair, we all know that. well not until we learn how to be fair with it.

this is my life. this is my purpose. it is my task to make it better for me and for them people. let me have my way.


that's about it, i guess my love for words was in its highest peak this morning @ 2 that's why i came up with these realizations. it's not everyday that i lie down (yes, lie down coz i wrote this before going to bed) and write something this serious, so just ride along with me.

that was last night. today, let's get it on with my Christmas wishes. it is, after all, a week before the big day. :)

14 things that i want for christmas

[1] that adidas sneakers i saw at Cinderella 2 Fridays ago.
[2] chucks!
[3] a new swimsuit.
[4] 3 new pairs of havaianas.
[5] if not, i accept Dupe's.
[6] package full of cd's of my favorite bands/artists.
[7] pair of doll shoes.
[8] digicam of my own.
[9] laptop. ;)
[10] new wallet.
[11] dvds galore.
[12] book 6 of Harry Potter.
[13] to finally be a D.L.
[14] that special someone.

note: arranged in decending order. the last one being the least important of all. BUT LEVEL OF IMPORTANCE MAY CHANGE WITHOUT PRIOR NOTICE. ^_^


........................................................................................................................................
time check: 5:55pm

30 minutes ago, i accompanied my 2 sisters at the clubhouse. damn. there were 2 guys in the pool. and no, i don't think they're cute. i mean, i wasn't able to watch over my sisters properly coz naaasiwa ako sa kanila. ask me why. one was wearing swimming trunks. and the other a very short cycling shorts. forgive me for not being used to seeing guys in trunks. i'd rather see them in boardshorts or something, that would be sexier for me. but man, trunks? ahhhhhhh, scram!!! x_x

tut tut

i am so damn disappointed with myself because yesterday morning i was supposed to wake up at 4 am. t'was the start of the simbang gabi, and i'm guessing you already know what happened. i slept late the night before that's why i didn't get to wake up on time. when i checked my phone for the alarm, God, there was no more batt. Daym... oh well, sleeping late really ain't an option anymore especially if you gotta wake up early in the morning the next day. too bad, i have to wait for next year's misa de gallo again. argh!!!

well i got over that in a matter of minutes. after all, i don't want to go to a eucharistic celebration just to say that i did. i'm not that kind of person. when i say i'm going to mass, my heart and mind are in it as well. hehe. :)

i went with the fam to makati anyway. we first fetched my sisters at CSA afterwhich we went straight to Glorietta. i finally got myself the top that i'm gonna wear on Christmas. i bought the doll shoes last wednesday (i killed some time coz my blockmates were a little bit late for our dinner at Kroc.). ahaha! i can't wait to wear my new set of clothes. >:)

met up with AFOMB + Amy. hahaha! asaran galore. well, i missed them. parang hindi kami nagkita nung wednesday ahhhh.. hehe! well, i love you guys. sorry i didn't get to go with you lot last night. hehe.. love you! *mwah mwah*

it has to end.

i say: this is just the beginning.

*before i turn the senti button ON, i would just like to share some things that happened yesterday. after Stat101 exam (which to my opinion has succesfully drained the remaining solute inside my brain cells, Hazel Aristides and i went to benchfix. nagpagupit kasi si bunsong Desi. hinintay pa namin siya ni Hazel kasi akala namin sasama siya sa bahay ni Hazel. yun pala, hindi. edi pumunta na kami, aion, dun na rin ako nagbihis para hindi na hassle pagdating ng makati. the thing was, marami parin akong dala coz nagbago ang isip ko. dapat kasi magdedress ako sa farty, nag-jeans nalang ako. pinuntahan na rin namin si Blezz (after namin magbihis) sa may UM/LRT. then sinama namin si Bless Marie papuntang Makati. aion. pinagtripan ako nung dalawa nung naglaro kami ng "Harry's World"! ang galing ni Hazel, coz nakuha niya agad yung "sort of pattern" nung nakakalokong laro. hulaan niyo kung gano katagal bago ko nakuha yung pattern. 2 HOURS!!! nakakahiya ka Nash. LOL. nung nasa starbucks kami, nakita ko si Noel. if you don't know him, well he was, let's just say, a part of my past. he was with another girl. period. :( *


so yeah, term has just ended but i don't know if i'm supposed to feel good or bad about it.

one side of Natasha: ahhhhh! bye bye la salle (for a while that is), hello term break (with batting eyelashes). i feel so relieved now that the exams are over. no more endless statistics formulas which almost succesfully drove me insane. no more deoxyribonucleic bla bla and bla bla. no more creepy/slimy/warty/huge toads with formaline for its perfume. no more rizalizations! no more Tada. (uhhhhhhh.. cheese, this can't be!) no more.. no more..

the other side: but then, no more LR43 as well.. :((
i can't believe 7 months have passed ever since i started out with this block. i never even imagined i would love them this much. reality really took its time before sinking in on me.. i wish i stayed longer with them last night. i wish i had more time to spend with them. i wish i was with them at this very moment. i wish i was. but i wasn't.

nash. ces. jolo. nico. sam. hazel.

*uber happy*

THE WHOLE GANG @ KROC. :)

(feel ko hindi ko to mapapahaba, kasi inaantok na ko. 11:44 na sa phone ko and kanina pa ko gising simula 7:30am. nagpunta pa kami ng Divisoria ni Mother dearest kaya 1/2 sabog ako ngayon. after DV, i went to ruins with Andre. well he fetched me at around 7:20 and off we were to the tiangge. i wasn't able to buy some presents for the AFOMB guys coz i couldn't find anything of interest. Andre got himself the shawarma + the C2 light and I the C2 minus the shawarma. haha! nilibot namin yung buong ruins, to cut the long story short. when we finally realized that, we decided to go back. hehe.. kwento kwento on the way home. hehe, had a great night altogether. thanks for the ride Andre. ^_^)


i miss my Block.
i love my Block.
they can say that their Block is the best.
but they can't keep me from saying that my Block is THE best.
(this is after all a free country.) +_+

inner voice: Natasha, this is not yet the end of the world.

i guess inner voice is right. maybe emotional overload has taken the best of me that's why i'm getting all mushy in here.. ooh man.. ah basta, mahal na mahal ko ang LR43. ang AFOMB. at ang LACHICAS. defy limits LR43. *mwahhugs*

to my BARKADA, team AFOMB HUG!!! sabay sigaw: "bully kayo! mag-mega sardines nalang tayo!" (with the pointed finger + the small voice.)

thump+

it's finals week. lol.

can't wait for wednesday, farty na toh. only problem is, i don't have any clothes. coz i don't have maney. grrrr.

i want to pass zoolone. i better take the exam this afternoon SERIOUSLY.

* and then for some reason, i'm missing him again. didn't get to see him this weekend. :( *

(asa ka pang makita mo siya sa break. pero what do you know?..)

magsisimbang gabi ako here sa church starting on Friday. no one can stop me. i need a miracle. *sigh* this is gonna be my first time, soooo.. wala lang. can't wait!:)

i need a tape measure! why? coz i need to measure my V.S. hahaha! i'm gonna get a new swimsuit this christmas, wahaha! swimming na toh!:)

i love my brother! he gave me 40 pesos worth of load last night.. awwww..:) *hugsie*

*okay, so 13 days before christ's birthday. i guess i'm gonna have another COLD christmas this year. too baddd.. wish someone could give me some warmth.. oh how i wish! dream on natasha.. @_@

oh well.. time to scram! advance happy christmas everyone!

....

thought for the day:

HOW CAN YOU LOSE SOMEONE YOU NEVER HAD?

candle

lemme share with you something that i presented in class last year. haha.

i kinda came across my school diary a while ago and i found this.

reality check. that's all.

as time passes by, our life is somehow slowly depleting.

a candle for example is in danger of losing its light when hit by any outside force.

these outside forces may be considered as the temptations around us.

like a candle, we must be strong enough to resist any temptation or else we will lose the one thing we hold on too dearly.

ourselves.

our life.

*sigh*

i don't know if i've tried hard enough to get you out of my world. i shut myself into a place wherein there was no you. i didn't want to get hurt anymore, maybe i got sick of it. i thought that was the best way to forget you. i thought everything about you will be repelled from my mind and heart. i thought i can handle it. i thought i can live without you.

or so i thought. maybe i was successful in my attempt to rid myself of the hurt and pain that you're causing me. but i realized i also did rid myself of the happiness of you. i was never happy trying not to get close to you. i fooled myself into the one thing i can never do; because even if i don't say it, this heart beats for you and only you. it is you who gives me a hundred more reasons to live this life. oh how i wish you'd feel the same way as i do. i wish i can make you see me as someone you'll choose to love. but i guess that'll just be an impossible dream. you'll just be an impossibe dream that i never can have. i can never be the star that lights up your darkest nights. i know this hurts a lot, but this is my choice. i'd rather be hurt by the one i love than be with someone else i don't even feel a thing with. this may take sometime to heal, and when that happens, i suppose time too will dry my tears.

in one way or another, i know i have to take a move on. but for now, you're the only living thing that keeps me up and aobut each and every day. so please, just stick around. that's all i ask of you.

Natasha Blanca Villanueva y Tenorio

nothings.

sometimes i wish to be the perfect girl so that i never have to try damn hard just to get his attention.

i wish to be his kind of lady so that everything i do will be nothing but beauty in his eyes.

but some things just can't be.

i'm no perfect girl.

i'm not the kind of lady he'll ever dream about.

and i'm definitely no little Miss Barbie.

i'm just not.

i'm me and i guess nothing's ever gonna change that.

i don't think he can ever look at me in a different way nor feel something different for me.

because i will never be the girl who has caused him sleepless nights.

haha! this now was the end product of the 2 hours my sibs have kept me waiting. lol. doodling on my yellow pad wasn't too bad after all. =)

heh.

3 things:

+ nagtatampo ako.

+ magtatampo ako.

+ at nagtampo ako.

here i go again.

HAVE YOU EVER?

have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? or fell for your bestfriend in the entire world and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else?
have you ever denied your feelings for someone becasue your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? we tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what wil be found out about us. but everytime we tell a lie.. the thing we fear grows stronger.

have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are beside you and yet you can never have them.. when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?

have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do, they might break your heart.. but if you don't, you might break theirs.

have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. you can't tell your heart what to do. it does it on its own.. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

have you ever wanted to love someone whith everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? too many of us stay walled becasue we are too afraid to care too much.. for fear that the other person does not care as much. or that life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had.

**i didn't write this. i just got it from my diary.

*but this next poem is mine. hehe.

UNTITLED.

i have once looked into those eyes/ and it gave me a sense of certainty/ i saw real love and affection/ simply an expression of deep serenity.

i feel the fresh zephyr/ filling this vast empty space in me/ a feeling far so immense/ as i stare at your lovely face.

your sensible touch/ tells how much i mean to you/ it expresses such honesty/ that deep within i know is true.

the promises of such happiness/ made me believe we have something/ something that may bring us together/ something that may complete us.

as we rest in each other's arms/ amidst the trials and pains/ embracing all possibilities.../ i know we can surpass all that.

as long as we believe in each other/ as long as we love each other.

oh man! here i am again, lovesick poems.. wahhh! but anyway, i wrote this a long time ago pa. so no need to worry. i just came across the remains of my compositions. i lost some of it years back because i stored it in my pc. i dunno what happened to them. at least i still got some of it. ^_^

the miss..

To start with, I just want to say that I miss the life that I used to have. Not that I'm close to complaining with my present, it's just that things have been pretty much different nowadays. everything HAS changed.

I miss being below 18 years of age.

I miss being in high school.

I miss waking up at 5:30 every morning.

I miss going to school with my sibs.

I miss not having to do my homework and end up doing it 30 minutes before class.

I miss wearing my i.d.

I miss eating lunch inside the classroom during recess time.

I miss eating IN the classroom while the teacher's in.

I miss my advisers.

I miss visual arts.

I miss Andrew E. and Sir Nacion.=)

I miss the 3 times I received a BR.

I (honestly) miss shouting "quiet" inside the classroom.

I miss the SV cheats.

I miss 3GEE.

I miss Mama Myrna.

I miss Juice-Hua atbp and Aldo's Angels.

I miss Bek-Bek.

I miss the contests. The sabayang pagbigkas, the songfest and the intermission.

I miss the trade expo. And the best intermission number.

I miss the Prom. And the people who made it a night to remember. You know who you are.

I miss the Graduation.

I miss my bestfriends in the whole world.

I miss the bonding moments.

I miss having lunch with you guys.

I miss the lunch table.

I miss my blooming days.

I miss all the letters.

I miss all the tears.

I too miss CSA.

I miss the cheering competition. Even if we didn't make it to be champions.

I miss my beloved batchmates.

I miss almost everyone.

And I miss me.

I gotta say things were really way different now that I'm in college. I definitely miss the people who shaped me into who I am now. I just miss them so very much as I value them.


TO MY BESTFRIENDS, you don't know how grateful I am to have you guys in my life. Sobrang na-appreciate ko talaga yung mga times na lagi kayong anjan, through thick and think, through good and bad times. I love you girls.

MIA. Mushu. Salamat sa lahat. Thanks for being a sister to me for the last 4 years. Marami kang kailangan ikwento sakin Paula, ha. Kaya hindi ka dapat mawala sa Thursday. =)You know me more than anybody else and I hope to share many more years of friendship with you. I love you Mia. *hugs and besos*

CARMY. Cams, thanks for giving me an understanding no one else could've given me. and thank you so much for the letters! i miss 'em.. sayang hindi ata tayo magkakaron ng class together next term.. well, basta marami kang utang saking kwento kaya save it on December 8 okay? Haha! Love you Carmy!

KAREN. Ate Karen, isa ko pang sister sa YFC. Thanks sa mga times na lagi kang nanjan for me, kahit na minsan kung anu-ano nalang yung mga pinag-uusapan natin pero nagkakaintindihan parin tayo. Haha! Basta, just know that I too will always be here for you. Maybe not physically, pero alam mo naman na I will try my best to lend you a hand if you need me. nanjan lang naman ako sa tabi eh. Hehe. I'm here for keeps. Ayt? Love you Joy!

PAULINE. The silent kid. Or so I thought. Haha, Johanna thanks sa mga times na hindi mo ko iniwan nung kailangan ko ng sandalan. Together with the Kada, lagi kayong anjan for me. ever since Grade Seven, we've been together nah. Sana magtuloy tuloy na to. I love ya Poyi.

Last but definitely not the least, AICA. Wala kang kupas, Jesh. Kung comedy lang ang pag-uusapan, panalong panalo ka na eh. Hehe, lam mo yun, kahit na malungkot na ko't lahat, nakukuha mo parin akong patawanin. Inborn na talaga yun siguro noh? Haha. Basta Jessica, mahal kita. Hehe. Hala, issue na toh! ^_^

And then, to the rest of the crowd:

MONCH. Hala, issue na naman ito, ikaw yung first. Haha, hindi, well we all know naman how important you are to me. setting aside whatever happened years back, I want you to know na you are one of the people na sobrang importante sa buhay ko. Para saan pa yung mga sampalok and skyflakes nung 1st year diba? Hehe, basta, lam mo naman na andito lang ako. I'm here to stay, whatever happens.

NOEL. Ang little giant. Hehe, Noel! Tagal na kitang di nakikita! Well, salamat sa mga jokes mo na kahit corny ay tinatanggap ko parin kahit papano. Hehe, don't worry, mahal naman kita eh. As a friend, kayo naman. Haha. Basta, next time hang out naman tayo. Swimming ulit sa Merville if you wish. Ten feet na naman! Wooohooo!=)

JEC. Kung nababasa mo man toh, yung grad ball pic mo nasa akin pah, just so you know. Next time bibigay ko na kay Cathy yun pag nagkita kami. Haha. *thanks sa lahat

AIZA. Thanks for all the good times. Sayang hindi na tayo naging ganon ka-close kasi di na tayo classmates nung 3rd and 4th year. Hope maging classmates tayo sometime sa la salle. Hehe, *Hugs*

TENCIO. Haha, lam ko hindi pa tayo close dati, pero, just want you to know na I'm grateful na we're in the same barkada nah. =) way to go Cesar! Hahaha! Thanks sa mga kwentuhan and asaran.. forums na toh! Hahaha! ^_^

ANGELO. Ang laging inaasar na "lolo".. haha! Don't worry I wasn't one of them anyway. Ang lagi kong kakwentuhan tungkol sa lovelife.. thanks for the advices ha. You rock. *_*

DEA. For the trust, the friendship, and everything. *hugs*

ALBERT. Ang galing mo sa Math. Yun lang masasabi ko, haha! Joke. Well, thanks sa mga pang-aasar mo nung 3rd year. And I was flattered nung sinabi mo na fave chocolate mo na ang Twix because of me. hehe.

COLLEEN. Thanks for all the good laughs we shared nung seatmates tayo. Haha*

DANI. Thanks for being one of my best seatmates! Di mo lang alam, natatameme ako whenever you'd converse with me in English, coz I wasn't used to that. Haha, well thank you so much for being kind to me. you really made a great HSSC president, saludo ako sayo.=)

DOI. Thanks sa lahat lahat lahat ng advices mo sakin before! Kahit na solid kang mang-asar sakin, okay lang. Marami ka naman natulong eh. Salamat sa company mo last year, and I just want you to know na ang laki ng utang na loob ko sayo nung hinatid mo kami ni Karen dati. Kasi alam naman namin na you could've left us on our own pero hindi mo ginawa yun. Thanks for the kindness. Haha, close nga kayo ng sister ko eh!^_^

FRANCO. Salamat sa write up nung second year. Haha! Loko.. basta ingatan mo yan si Aiza ha. Lagot ka samin kung hindi, haha, jokie lang!+_+

EURI. Waaaaa! One of the people na sobrang kilalang kilala na ko!!! Thanks for the company and the friendship for the last 5 years! I love you girl!

GEOFF. You ought to know, na natawa talaga ako nung narinig ko yung "longganisa shirt". Hahaha! Well, macho ka na naman eh, ayiheee! Thanks sa mga talks about love ha. Thanks rin for the advices. You may not know it, pero ang dami mo natulong sakin.. sobra..

ER. Haha, Grade 5 classmate! Pati nung 3GEE! Well, thanks for giving me a good laugh, nung seatmates pa tayo and lalo na nung 3rd year!

GWEN. Thanks for the times na nandun ka for me. especially nung mga times na sobrang down na down ako. We all know those moments. Love yah girl.

EDSEL. Thanks for being such a good friend since 5th grade. Ahh, mga bata pa tayo nun! Hahaha! You're the best. Good voice, brains, looks, senior superstar.. keep it up Eds. Good luck sa Pops! "let the love begin".. haha! Joke! *hugs*

TEEJAY. Ahhh, the huggable!! Miss na kita TJ! Di na kita nakaka-ym ngayon.. awww.. basta, just want you to know na na-appreciate ko yung kindness mo sakin. Thanks sa lahat ha. ^_^

MELO. Thanks for being a great friend to me. thanks for all the advices, and yung mga bonding moments natin. I miss you Meloudy! *mwah*

HAZEL. I know di pa tayo magkakilala before, pero just the same, I wanna thank you for being there for me. lalo na ngayon, kahit na ang dami ko nang problems, anjan ka parin, anjan parin ang AFOMB for me.. thanks talaga for the support! Thanks sa lahat lahat. Love you dear. ^_^

MAICA. Love you Maica! Thanks for the company, and for being a great seatmate to me! haha, miss ko na ang kwentuhan! Buti na lang naka-sun tayo. Hahaha!

LESLIE. Ang sarap mong ka-kwentuhan about anything under the sun.

KULLUH. Karla! Mas bakla pa to sakin eh. I miss the letters ha! Love you..

JAMES. Ingatan mo ang aking pinakamamahal na bestfriend kundi ikaw ang lagot sakin. Hmph! Haha, I was kidding. Thanks sa mga kwento mo before. Lalo na sa pangungulit mo sakin nung grade 6, kaya hate na hate kita nun! Haha! Peace na tayo ngayon.

JANYKA. Mami Janyka! Ang cute cute mooo!

VINCENT. Thanks sa napagandang write up and lettering mo! Haha.. text text ha!

NADINE. Ang cute cute mo, and you're so cuddly. Thanks for being nice and I gotta say na ang sarap mong kakwentuhan last year. Thanks sa mga quotes!! *mwah*

MGEE. If I'm not mistaken, you're my first ever friend in friendster. Haha! Well, if anyone of you have any questions about "soccer", please do consult MG! She's the best.=)

MARTIN. For some reason, he's my rival. Haha. Also my classmate in Zoolone. Hahaha!

JAYPEE. Thanks for the good laugh. And lam mo naman siguro kung sino yung nagtago ng shoes mo nung 3rd year diba? Basta hindi ako yun. =)

IAN. Ehem ehem! The Emata chant… den den den den! Thanks for the advices man.. and sa mga pang-aasar. Haha! Bati tayo, as always. *apir*

TEP. The very responsible forever class president. Official fashionista.. saludo ako sayo. Heehee!

SASSA. Thanks for being nice. Hats off! the best cheerleader.=)

LLOYD. Thanks for giving me the first ever testimonial two years ago! I would love to share some more "mr. Chips" with you some time..=)

JAY. Ang pinakamakulit kong seatmate for one whole year!!! Haha! Thanks sa mga times na inintindi mo ang aking pagiging masungit.. lalo na sayo. Haha! *bati tayo!

BEA-SAM. One of the people na sobrang silent, pero sobrang bait. Ang cute palagi ng hairstyle. Well, thanks for some of the kwentos that we shared. Thanks for being a friend to me. *_*

WILLIAM. Thanks for treating us to Yellow Cab nung birthday mo! Haha.. and ang sama mo kay Geno hah.. hehe, joke.. thanks for being a great friend to me. and I wish you all the best. =D

GIAN. Thanks sa lahat, kahit na hindi tayo ganon ka-close. Hope to see more of you sa YFC ha. EHEM.

GENO. Geno, utang ko sa yo buhay ko. Promise! Thanks sa lahat lahat lahat lahat ng nagawa mo for me! kahit na inaasar asar lang kita, sobrang na-appreciate ko lahat ng stuff na ginawa mo in the past. I wish you well ha. Basta if you need me, I will be more than happy to be there for you. *Hugs*

LEANDER. Thanks sa mga kakulitan mo and sa mga jokes mo. Haha! *apir* DJ Tuna in the house, haha! astig ka! kamukha mo nga si Hero! SCQ! ^_^

PAO. Master Pao. Waw, thanks for the advices dati. Sa mga kwentuhan in the past.. you really are one friend to keep. Thanks.=) keep the guitar playing ha.

CEDU. I love your hair now! Hehe.. well, thanks for being such a cool friend. *_*

CHAD. Galit ako sayo. Haha, joke. Thanks sa kwentuhan.

SERGE. The Promdate. Well, what am I to say? Grabe, thank you thank you thank you for literally everything! Sorry kung hindi ako yung perfect date nung Prom, hehe! Nagkaloko loko pa nga tayo pagkakabit lang ng boutonnière and corsage.. hahaha! Ang kulit.. but most of all, thanks for being one of the closest friends I have. Goodluck sa swimming mo! I know you'll do well in that. *hugs*

MAVS. Mavi, Hmph! Joke.. hmmm.. thanks for understanding me. thanks sa pagtiyatiyaga mo sakin kahit na iniwasan kita before, kahit na nasusungitan kita.. sorry sa mga times na yun. I just want you to know that I value our friendship so much. Maging seatmate ba naman kita halos buong 3rd year eh.. mi Gad! Haha.. basta, lam mo naman na andito lang ako lagi for you. I'll do anything just to help you out kung may prob ka man. Malakas ka sakin eh. Hehe, issue na naman. Hindi, seriously, I'm just here, ayt? Bati tayo ha! Haha.. *apir*

i love these people. because i found no reason not to.

care to smile?

it's december and i can't feel it.

but thanks to alge102, kaspil1 and zoolone, this day wasn't a total borefest.

*wee* ALGE102: 48 over 50.

*wee yet again* ZOOLONE: 70 over 80.

i just can't help it, i've never been this satisfied ever since the term began.

we had our kaspil1 @ Yuchengco! woohoo! the best!




anyway.. i still have to study for Zoolab. gtg. *mwahhh*