nothings.

sometimes i wish to be the perfect girl so that i never have to try damn hard just to get his attention.

i wish to be his kind of lady so that everything i do will be nothing but beauty in his eyes.

but some things just can't be.

i'm no perfect girl.

i'm not the kind of lady he'll ever dream about.

and i'm definitely no little Miss Barbie.

i'm just not.

i'm me and i guess nothing's ever gonna change that.

i don't think he can ever look at me in a different way nor feel something different for me.

because i will never be the girl who has caused him sleepless nights.

haha! this now was the end product of the 2 hours my sibs have kept me waiting. lol. doodling on my yellow pad wasn't too bad after all. =)