season's greetings?

a night after Christmas, yeah right.

well i don't know whether to be happy or sad this season of suppose to be joy. it's almost the second week of the term break and things are still the same. not that i'm asking for a major change in my life, but the thing is, it has always been this monotonous. for one, i haven't even cleaned my room and i've been in the house since my parent's 15th "wedding anniversary" (t'was on the 19th, just so you know). something's missing and i too am still in the process of knowing what that is.

am i happy this christmas? haha, so-so. thanks for the gifts, and the endless holiday greetings filling up the space of my inbox, i appreciate it. but sorry to say that i still have this selfish wish this christmas, and that was what i prayed for in the christmas eve mass we attended last night. i told Him that it doesn't matter WHEN he permits me to achieve that wish of mine, just as long as he lets me. note: this ain't about boys. this is for my future and my real happiness. i gotta need lots of help from Him to be able to get what i'm wishing for. o_o

whatever i got last night/today, somehow lifted up my spirits. it wasn't all that bad. buti nalang magagamit ko lahat ng binigay nila. that's what i love about la familia, they give not just for the sake of giving, but they give you what you really need. and at the same time what you will enjoy as well. haha!


**to thy friends/barkada/AFOMB, thanks for the gifts and text greetings kagabi. shiets, kung meron man akong nakalimutan itext and igreet, sowee.. my bad. pero di naman dun name-measure yung spirit ng christmas diba. sa new year nalang, haha! basta, mahal ko kayong lahat.


a blessed season to one and all, (before my clock strucks 12 for the 26th.) God bless you and your family. LOVE YOU. MWAHHUGZ.