here i go again.

HAVE YOU EVER?

have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? or fell for your bestfriend in the entire world and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else?
have you ever denied your feelings for someone becasue your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? we tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what wil be found out about us. but everytime we tell a lie.. the thing we fear grows stronger.

have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are beside you and yet you can never have them.. when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?

have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do, they might break your heart.. but if you don't, you might break theirs.

have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. you can't tell your heart what to do. it does it on its own.. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

have you ever wanted to love someone whith everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? too many of us stay walled becasue we are too afraid to care too much.. for fear that the other person does not care as much. or that life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had.

**i didn't write this. i just got it from my diary.

*but this next poem is mine. hehe.

UNTITLED.

i have once looked into those eyes/ and it gave me a sense of certainty/ i saw real love and affection/ simply an expression of deep serenity.

i feel the fresh zephyr/ filling this vast empty space in me/ a feeling far so immense/ as i stare at your lovely face.

your sensible touch/ tells how much i mean to you/ it expresses such honesty/ that deep within i know is true.

the promises of such happiness/ made me believe we have something/ something that may bring us together/ something that may complete us.

as we rest in each other's arms/ amidst the trials and pains/ embracing all possibilities.../ i know we can surpass all that.

as long as we believe in each other/ as long as we love each other.

oh man! here i am again, lovesick poems.. wahhh! but anyway, i wrote this a long time ago pa. so no need to worry. i just came across the remains of my compositions. i lost some of it years back because i stored it in my pc. i dunno what happened to them. at least i still got some of it. ^_^