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whew! just got home from school. but i was with Emman and Blez after class sa UM. pinakita ko kay Emman yung yearbook namin, and natatawa ako kasi tawa siya ng tawa dun sa ibang pictures. ang sama talaga./ hahaha* doink*

anyway, the point of this post is actually.. nothing. haha! hindi.. honestly, 1/2 kilig lang naman ako ngayon.. baket?

baket nga ba? well, kwento ko muna from the start. kasi this morning sa Relsone, nagreport kami ni Marice. and for some reason, kinakabahan ako, di ko lam kung bakit. so aion, nung nasa harap na kami, tumingin muna ko sa class. then i caught a glimpse of the amvoi. [si 1st crash yun, just so you know.] sobrang naka-all smiles siya sakin, hindi ko lam kung bakit. so that's it, we did the report. and then, after nung class, nung pababa na kami ng stairs, pababa narin siya. i thought magha-hi lang siya, so nag-hi ako sa kanya. nagulat ako nung nagstart siya ng conversation. he asked me kung pano ako umuuwi from school. so i told him. tinanong din niya kung san ba ako nag-High School. sabi ko sa CSA.. haha* edi aion, nag-usap kami hanggang end ng SJ walk, tas finish nah. nakakuha na naman ako ng asar sa barkada, pero okie lang. hehe* happy naman ako eh. =_=

*i love the feeling*

and then just now, i visited Mr. Ramos' blog. i was mortified with what he posted in there! he really went overboard and violated my femininity. i cried after reading the post, because i can't believe he would do such a thing. for those of you who would visit his blog, i want to apologize for the language he used to express whatever it was he wanted to say. blood rushed into my brain when my parents were even included in it. i really can't take this anymore. the things that should've been kept within ourselves, he brought out into the open. i'm sorry. i really am sorry. if you're gonna change your impression of me, there's nothing i could do about that. ang akin lang, tao lang naman ako eh. minsan nagkakamali. alam ko sobrang disgusting ng mga nangyari. pero i gave myself because kala ko totoo yung mga sinabi niya sakin. yun pala, from the very start, NILOKO LANG NIYA AKO. kung alam niyo lang kung ano ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. hindi ako nakagalaw nung binabasa ko yung mga sinulat niya dun. nanlamig ako and all. i-judge niyo ako ngayon, okay lang sakin. i won't blame you anyway. ganon talaga eh. JUST WANNA SAY SORRY. x_x


+now the depression builds up+