heaven. or something like it.

forget the past. i know, you know, that it still is there but what the heck? just forget it. it's not something happy to dwell upon. just keep up that smiling face and show everyone that you're still.. uhm.. yeah, whole.=)

ditch the bitterness too. you're too good to be of that sort. there's a big world ahead of you. cheer up, would you?

hmmmm.. time to close the book that i've been writing my life in for the last 17 years. i know it's a bit late for me to do this, i should've done this 5 1/2 months ago; but hey, better late than never right?



last night i had a little chat with my dad. he was telling me something about his kumpare's daughter's boyfriend who pointed a shotgun at his kumpare. scary, noh? tas aion, hiniritan na naman ako ni papa na the next time na may gustong manligaw sakin, dapat dalin ko daw sa bahay. para makilatis niya and gusto daw niyang tingnan kung mapapaihi niya sa pantalon. well, i agreed this time, without any hesitation. seryoso ako nun ha, nung pumayag ako. i swore na nga na if ever there is a guy na nagpaparamdam, hindi ako papayag magpaligaw kung hindi papayag si papa. gusto ko si papa muna ligawan niya, tapos chaka ako. haha!* sooo, that's it. you gotta please my daddy first, then that's the time i'll come into the picture. alrighty?=)

ay oo nga pala, i also can't believe i told my dad who my crush is! this is the first time na nagsabi ako, hahaha! well i don't want to hide these things from them anymore. i want them to know what's going on with my life. i want them to be involved. sabi ko, si *toot* crush ko. yung anak ni tito *toot*. aba, akalain mo, sabi ba naman sakin ni papa, "kung anak ba naman ng cfc na may mataas na posisyon ang crush mo, wlang problema sakin." woohoo!* well.. mukhang boto si dad dun ahh.. hahaha!* astig!=)

*sigh* pero hindi na siya nagtetext eh. kinausap niya ko nung Sunday sa sector assembly pero sandali lang. x_x ang cute niya , wala lang, sobrang nahiya nga ako nung makita ko siya dun eh. i wasn't expecting him, usually kasi pag mga ganun, ung kuya lang niya ung pumupunta. eh aion, sana magtext siya some time noh? hayyy..



time's up! time's down! whatever!