Actions speak louder than words alone.

If you listened to the homily last sunday, then you probably know what I'm talking about.

Actions speak louder than words. And actions speak of who you really are.

'nuff said.

TSK TSK TSK.

Oh boy oh boy oh boy!

Picture this: I logged in to multiply in order to see something interesting.. and Voila, I did find it. It not only is interesting, but it also made my eyes bleed in horror because I couldn't understand a thing! Oh my God. You know I hate it when people blog and couldn't even use PROPER ENGLISH. Well the least that they could do is to do away with the english language and use what would suit them best--Tagalog. Seriously people, there really is nothing wrong with that. I mean, you could do everyone a favor by doing so.

And the worst part is, that person who posted that eyesore of a blog, is someone who I really really really despise as of the moment. It was crazy, and unbelievable at the same time. It gave me a major headache, and I couldn't get over it. He's hopeless.

Anyway, I am not ready to talk to that person so don't think for one second that you could convince me otherwise. After all that's been said and done (not just to me but to others who were more deeply scarred than I am), sorry is the last word I wanna hear from him.

Love and something silly

Time check: 10:38pm.

Was actually surfing lamelessly through the blog of someone I don't even know. Hahaha well, I do not know her personally but I've heard some stuff about her.. you know. That--I won't be telling. ;)

I was having fun at first and was laughing my ass off at her pictures. OMG I'm really really mean. HAHAHA! I got bored out of my wits though. I realized I couldn't take the images of her face popping out of my screen every time I click the countless links in her blog. She's insane. *blajlkgjladjsfklasdf*

^^..^^

I always find myself thinking about YOU each time I get to be alone. It always feels like the first time, you know. Our first kiss, first touch, first hug, first date.. and all the other firsts. And I cannot stop myself. Believe me when I say you're the only one who could do that to me.

I LOVE YOU. Forever and ever, Babe. :)

10 months and 1 day = 306 days.

P.S. Sorry I overreacted again yesterday. You know what I mean... ;))

This is for you.

Different people, different attitudes. Different people have their say on just about anything. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: to be judged on who you are and are not OR to be constantly backstabbed by someone who you thought all along was your friend? I cannot choose.

This is for you. For you who loves being the center of attention. For you who puts on a mask, as you call it, apparently to hide who you truly are and what you think of others. For you who puts on a show everytime the curtains are up and the balls are rolling. This is for you, who thinks nothing but your own self.

Friends come and go, and like it or not, they can be your worst enemies. Words, they are powerful manifestations of what and how you feel about someone. And words, when not chosen appropriately, may destroy relationships that have been built to last. I have been a witness of these as I journeyed through my bittersweet past. However, never in my wildest dreams that it is you who would destroy the so-called friendship that I have shared with you, and the respect that you have gained.

I certainly lost all the respect that I have given you throughout the years. I realized what a complete fool I became into believing your questionable "friendly nature", your testaments of faith, and all your lies. I bet you thought I can never see through the real you, huh? Maybe you thought the things that you have been telling about me to other people won't find its way to my ears.. Now, you gave me the impression that you are not totally good at backstabbing people. Oh and by the way, I wasn't the only one. Last I heard, there were quite a few good people that you've been constantly backstabbing---in front of everybody. Looks like we really got the best we could ever have. (Okay, I could choke on my last sentence.)

If only you knew, you were one of the last few people that I would imagine talking trash about me. But I guess my assessment of you was so wrong that there's not a single thing that you could do for me to forgive you. I was deeply infuriated and disgusted by what you did.

Maybe now you could work your way up---alone---since I'm no good in any way. Let's just see how far your lies could bring you. It's almost always unhealthy to put so many balls in your head so goodluck in your future plans.



It's not enough that you accept me for who I am. You should also accept me for who I'm not. I'm sorry I disappointed you, you who (thinks) are so good, I cannot even reach you.

...

I rarely actually write here anything about the ups and downs that we usually go through with our relationship. It's probably because I feel that I could manage it on my own or talk it out with him. It usually works; but not all the time. And frankly speaking, now's one of those not-all-the-time times.

I just had to let this out.

Every now and then, we get into fights. They say that's normal for any kind of relationships, and I do believe in that. But I never thought that the pain attached to it is so hard to handle even if that fight would only last for a couple of hours. It's never easy and I always end up crying. I am afraid of him. And I always get hurt whenever he shouts at me on the phone, suddenly hangs up on me while I'm still talking, and constantly makes me feel that I'm not a good girlfriend.

Most of the time, I spend my nights crying coz I do not know what else I could do. There are some things that I could not tell him because I'm too afraid of his reaction. I just wish that one day he could see me as someone he really wants to spend his lifetime with. I'm getting tired of crying and crying and crying over him..

now she's way funnier. :))

Get this: the one person i really hate as of the moment invited me to be her friend in friendster. Hahahahaha i couldn't stop laughing last Sunday when i saw that email alert saying i got an invite from her. For one, i don't use friendster anymore. My account there has long been inactive and i have no intentions of opening it, let alone accepting that request. Second, she's not my friend. I believe she made that clear to me when she sent me those grueling print screen files of her ym conversations with my boyfriend way way back (oh and by the way, she also posted that in multiply for them to make a laughing stock out of it).

I have no idea what made her think that i'm gonna accept her friend request. Hahaha see you around school hun. =))

P.S. My impression of her hasn't changed at all and there's no way in heaven nor hell would i want to get near her ever again. Last term has been a torture for me, given that she was my classmate in all my science subjects. Ugh good thing I PASSED ALL THOSE COURSES! Yay for me. :))

she's hella funny

I just had to let this out. Hahaha! You know, I rarely have the patience to read whatever it is posted in multiply or in other websites unless it interests me enough. When I do though, I really spend time reading and reading every bit of whatever that is. And this time, I was rather amused and had quite a good laugh at something this certain person commented about a while ago. I never really liked her, from head to foot, no matter how fashionable she tries to be. She's a classic. She never fails.. to fail everything that matters. Dreams are for people who have that drive to live to see those dreams. Unfortunately, she's stuck.. no no, she's swimming in a pool of dreams that she could not even open her eyes to the reality that even hope is giving up on her. Poor girl. Ha ha ha.

I used to hate her, to the bones. Now, I just want to sit back and laugh at every little thing she does that make her life pathetic as can be. Seriously, good luck to her.



~~~Nikki, na-inspire ako sa post mo eh. LOL!

11th term. Ugh. ;))

Really, I think DLSU should do away with putting the names of the professors during enrollment season. I just found it funny and amusing at the same time that none of the professors listed in my EAF this term actually became my professors. LOL :D Oh well, I never did rely on picking professors that would suit me.

Anyway, I got through another first week again. This is gonna be my 2nd to the last term so I want to make the most out of it. I also got a very boring schedule as I only have 1 class every MWF and 3 heavy science classes every TH without any breaks from 940-1610. It is only now that I realized I should have enrolled in an MW embryolab so I would have time to breathe in between those TH classes.. but too late for that. :)) And I also have to run from SJ to STRC then back to SJ again. Haha this is gonna be fun, I just hope I would be able to lose weight as a result of those soon-to-be sprint from one building to another. :)

My professors are (I think) okay.. so far, especially with my science courses. :) I hope to do better in Orgchem2, and try my best in Embryology. I had a hard time with Compana Lec that's why I'll be focusing more on Embryo

I'll give it my best shot this time! I want to graduate naaaaaaa! :) And and I need a part-time job for next term since I only have 4 units left by that time. :))

I survived too. :)

What a relief. That's all I could say.. no, no I've got more. Haha! Thesis overrrr! I survived this term's stress. Hopefully (with fingers crossed) next term I could too.. I have to! :) No more physics.. gad that's probably the lamest subject ever. Haha my crying and pleading powers worked. Imagine, that feeling of a professor wanted to fail us pa--in laboratory! It's all the registrar's fault we only got 1.0! Tsss. I'm so mad at him for making us look like we asked to be in that EH2 section. (Hello what PSYCHOLOGY student in his/her right mind would want to be in an ENGINEERING section??) Good thing he gave in coz if he did not, he already has a grievance case by now.

Next stop, OrgChem 2. YEY! :)

We were happy for some people yesterday. HAHAHAHA right Babe? Right Cho? Oh I love you two! :)