This is for you.

Different people, different attitudes. Different people have their say on just about anything. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: to be judged on who you are and are not OR to be constantly backstabbed by someone who you thought all along was your friend? I cannot choose.

This is for you. For you who loves being the center of attention. For you who puts on a mask, as you call it, apparently to hide who you truly are and what you think of others. For you who puts on a show everytime the curtains are up and the balls are rolling. This is for you, who thinks nothing but your own self.

Friends come and go, and like it or not, they can be your worst enemies. Words, they are powerful manifestations of what and how you feel about someone. And words, when not chosen appropriately, may destroy relationships that have been built to last. I have been a witness of these as I journeyed through my bittersweet past. However, never in my wildest dreams that it is you who would destroy the so-called friendship that I have shared with you, and the respect that you have gained.

I certainly lost all the respect that I have given you throughout the years. I realized what a complete fool I became into believing your questionable "friendly nature", your testaments of faith, and all your lies. I bet you thought I can never see through the real you, huh? Maybe you thought the things that you have been telling about me to other people won't find its way to my ears.. Now, you gave me the impression that you are not totally good at backstabbing people. Oh and by the way, I wasn't the only one. Last I heard, there were quite a few good people that you've been constantly backstabbing---in front of everybody. Looks like we really got the best we could ever have. (Okay, I could choke on my last sentence.)

If only you knew, you were one of the last few people that I would imagine talking trash about me. But I guess my assessment of you was so wrong that there's not a single thing that you could do for me to forgive you. I was deeply infuriated and disgusted by what you did.

Maybe now you could work your way up---alone---since I'm no good in any way. Let's just see how far your lies could bring you. It's almost always unhealthy to put so many balls in your head so goodluck in your future plans.



It's not enough that you accept me for who I am. You should also accept me for who I'm not. I'm sorry I disappointed you, you who (thinks) are so good, I cannot even reach you.