*toinks

only one word to describe me these days: BUSY.

it's been 4 weeks since school started and i've been drowned with a lot of.. err.. school stuff. well, come to think of it, my burden is still light since i've been taking floating subjects only--hey, my block is on with their majors already. i'm working on my shifting, asamatteroffact, i'm going back to the CCD (center for counseling development) later to seek help on what to write on the damn shifting form. hehe..

add it up to another responsibility for me to fulfill.. i'm already one of the chapter heads in our cluster.. Emman's my partner.. so yeah, i just hope i can juggle all these work in coordination.. i really really need all your support since this is a new thing for me. so help me God. :D

anyways.. know what, i almost cried myself to sleep last night. i dunno.. maybe i felt so hopeless and down. i don't know what i got myself into.. i actually told PJ that i need to get him out of my system before THIS turns into something big. gawd.. it's just so hard to accept that you have a huge question mark pasted right in front of your face because you have no idea what to do or not to do. you don't know if what you're feeling is reciprocated or not. you surround yourself with a thousand questions and still, you find yourself in question as to why you're in such a state. *deeep sigh*

okay, just forget it. x_x