a thought or two..

approximately 16 days before my birthday. well i suppose you know how old i am already right? coz if you don't.. tsk tsk.. you're in huge trouble. i say save yourself from it.

anyways, i'm not here in Manila on my birthday.. i'm going to the summer outing at Sacramento Valley Resort in Rizal.. and it's scheduled on the weekend of my birthday. since i'll be spending my day away from my fam, i guess i'll just celebrate it with them the next day, which is a Sunday.

sooo yeah. i don't have plans for a party or anything because i'm sick of people saying yes to your invite only to leave you hanging by the end of the night. there were so many of them who did that on my debut.. some of them didn't even greet me. fine, i know it's naive.. but then if you're the celebrant, you would want a birthday greeting at the least. never mind the gifts, that's just an extra..


[just wanna let out these feelings. i mean, if you were in my shoes, i'm sure sasama loob mo sa mga taong nag-promise na pumunta sa party mo tas hindi nagpakita sayo.. tinawagan mo na nga kasi hindi nagrereply sa text tas hindi mo pa makakausap kasi may ginagawa or something--then hindi man lang nagtext or call back after some time para itanong kung bakit ka tumawag. hayyyyy... how laaaaaaame. kaya mas mabuti, wala nalang party. magpapakasaya nalang ako sa sacramento valley--rapelling, compass reading, swimming and a whole lot more--that's the life!]