I am yours oh God.. lead me to Your arms..

I know I wasn't present in all those house-to-house, i.d. making, pbb practice music min practice and the like, but I tried my best to attend all the service team meetings. You all know my situation; that I don't live within your vicinity. Sometimes I feel guilty for not participating in all those everyday meetings, because it's as if I wasn't making extra efforts for my service.. that's what makes me sad every night whenever I failed to show up for a practice or something. It's as if, kahit na anong gawin ko, kulang pa rin yung binibigay ko kasi wala akong naitutulong, tas hindi pa ko nagpapakita. Masakit yun for me.. wala lang, I just want to share that part. Kasi I can't get over it eh.. oh well.. it's just sad.. knowing that you can do so much but can't because of certain circumstances..

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I really am lost for words right now.. I couldn't fully explain how I feel now that the camp is over. Of course I feel happy because it was a huge success both for the participants and for the service team, but then, the longing for those moments spent is now creeping in. sobrang wala talagang word/s na makakapag-contain nung emotions na nafi-feel ko right now, kasi sobrang extra-ordinary lang talaga nung camp this year. I never expected it to turn out that way but just the same, I'm glad it did. I'm so happy to have been a part of the service team once again.. this was the first camp that I was able to dedicate myself into. This was the first camp na sobrang na-feel ko yung closeness nung mga taong naka-trabaho ko. I feel very blessed na sila yung kasama ko sa team and I couldn't ask for anything more.

The talks and sharing were way beautiful. I really admire all the speakers and sharers for their confidence and wits.. sorry kung naiyak ako sa sharing ko ha, couldn't help it eh. Actually, talk pa nga lang ni Emvin, umiiyak na ko pinipigilan ko lang.. kaya tuloy di ko na nakayanan nung turn ko nang magsalita. Pero thank you coz you guys gave me a chance to be a witness, thanks kasi binigyan niyo ko ng chance na mailabas yung mga nararamdaman ko.. at least now, nakakahinga na ko ng mas maluwag..

To the service team, my fellow housemates, my brothers and sisters.. sobrang thankful ko kasi once again, na-prove natin na nothing can break us. After all ng pinagdaanan natin for the past 2 months or so, andito pa rin tayo.. going stronger.. na-prove na naman natin na kaya nating ma-surpass kahit ano basta we're together. Hinding-hindi ko ipagpapalit yung whatever relationship na na-share ko with you guys for anything in this world. You have brought me to where I am now.. and I will never ever cease to believe in you guys. You know you have me.. you gotta know that..

I know, yet again, that these are not enough to express whatever it is that I want to shout out to these people.. I'll leave my thoughts to God.. and hope it reaches you..

To the participants, you have heeded God's call.. you are one of the chosen few and I hope you'll live up to it. I salute you guys.. may all of you be inspired to continue whatever you have started in the camp. there still is a lot in store for you and I'll be more than happy to see you in the service of God's true calling. :P

To the Couple Coordinators.. for everything, thank you sooo very much. you have been our guide and light through this path that we chose to take.. thank you for supporting us all the way.. thank you..

And most importantly/especially, to our Lord.. thank you for providing us with Your love and protection.. You served as our great pillar of strength amidst all those trials and difficulties that we've gone through. All this wouldn't have been possible without YOU.

SOLO DIOS BASTA!!!