JUDOKA!

haha! we went to the judo tryouts this afternoon.. but sir/coach bernales oriented us first on some "stuff".. :P training starts on friday though.. sana makaya ko noh? well, so far kaya naman sa sked ko except for Mondays coz hanggang 1730 ang lab ko. kakayanin naman kung gusto right? haha! lolz..

pinakilala rin samin ni sir yung team and assistant team captains ng varsity.. team capt ng guys si RJ Musa. does his name ring a bell?! haha.. don't know if it does on you.. but it did on me. whatever! he's a YFC member and a GK volunteer.. ok fine, he's on the 100% PURE magazine's first ever issue. aion.. so kamusta naman yun diba? nagmukha akong stalker? wala lang.. naalala ko lang kasi kanina nung nakita ko siya--familiar kasi yung face niya. how and why? i own such magazine and i've read the whole issue. :P nice nash.. issue na 'toh. :P

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countdown to outing: 3 days! :P

weeeheee. :P

*insert deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep sigh here*

hehe, another camp concluded.. the seniors kids camp.. okay, it was an overnight activity and i was part of the service team. joint camp siya ng SB2 and SB9.. so yeah, i got to meet some new friends/YFC. let's just say, sobrang sarap lang nung feeling na puro bata yung kasama mo for two days + one night. ang cu-cute pa nung mga kids.. MOST ESPECIALLY JOHNDRIX!!! my God, i swear crush ko talaga siya and he's 9 years old! he's also an agustinian.. haha.. he's uber cute and sweet.. whenever i'd come up to him, smile lang siya.. then whenever i'd ask for a hug/kiss, hayyy! ang sarap talaga niya lambingin.. and oh, sabi nga pala niya, love niya ko. hahaha! :P

and aion, yesterday morning.. dumating yung parents ng kids.. as for Johndrix's case, kasama yung kuya niya and yung younger brother niya. mi gad.. mini-Johndrix si Jacob eh! promise, ang sarap sarap niyang kurutin.. :P and then there's his kuya.. hands down na.. talaga lang sigurong maganda genes nilang lahat. :) 2 times siyang pinakilala sakin nina Tobin and Xian.. so kamusta naman yun diba? sobrang nakaka-mesmerize lang talaga si Carlo.. siyempre kinilig naman ako nung tumabi siya sakin nung nilalambing ko si Johndrix. haha! *toinks* kinukulit rin kasi niya si Jacob kaya siya tumabi sakin.. oh well, tumabi parin siya! lolz! :P nag-usap kami a couple of times and then.. that's it. and oh by the way, he's also an Agustinian.. basta yun na yun. don't ask for any more info.. beh! :P bibisitahin ko si Johndrix sa CSA sa pasukan. :P

cudz, johndrix and me

cudz and me. :P

margaux, nash, cudz and jem!

with my baby! hahaha! :D
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anyways.. since it's Monday, it's back to school for me again.. what a loser. okay, i woke up at the wrong side of my bed again because for some reason, i really didn't want to go to school because of Intreco (Introduction to Economics and Taxation). i'm starting to believe that it's gonna be the second installment of my Introso class.. only there has been some minor modifications. Carmy's my classmate in that class.. but i don't think it makes much difference. she was with her blockmates.. and since that's the set-up, it's not in my nature to butt-in in anyone's barkada/block even if my high school kabarkada is there. oh well.. i'll just lift the next 12 weeks to God and hope all will be well. x_x

aion.. if Intreco can be considered as one total borefest, Artapre I say is the complete opposite! we met our professor for the first time this morning and my God was he funny and cute! cute in the sense na may pagka-girly girl siya. well i suppose you know what i mean.. hehe! :P 'stig talaga yung class namin.. asar lang coz ang hirap umakyat sa Andrew! 4 na yung elevators useless pa rin.. sooo.. i resorted for the stairs.. imagine, 9 floors by foot! buti sana kung maayos yung amoy sa fire exit diba? eh amoy cement/paint pa yung walls.. until now sinusumpa ko pa rin talaga yung building na yun. goodluck talaga--lalo na sa mga frosh! at least twice a week lang yung class ko dun. :P

hayy.. so yun.. i ate my lunch after my last class, which was suppose to end at 5:30pm. but since i finished my lab activity before time, i was able to eat earlier than expected. actually wala nga dapat akong balak mag-lunch eh.. pero since kasama ko afomb after class, kumain narin ako. :P congrats rin kay tensh, almost naayos ni jamie yung phone niya! isang bagsak lang pala yung katapat eh! haha.. grabe, na-miss ko kayo! hehe.. yaan niyo, lilibre naman tayo ni ky eh! mwahahahahaha! :P

I am yours oh God.. lead me to Your arms..

I know I wasn't present in all those house-to-house, i.d. making, pbb practice music min practice and the like, but I tried my best to attend all the service team meetings. You all know my situation; that I don't live within your vicinity. Sometimes I feel guilty for not participating in all those everyday meetings, because it's as if I wasn't making extra efforts for my service.. that's what makes me sad every night whenever I failed to show up for a practice or something. It's as if, kahit na anong gawin ko, kulang pa rin yung binibigay ko kasi wala akong naitutulong, tas hindi pa ko nagpapakita. Masakit yun for me.. wala lang, I just want to share that part. Kasi I can't get over it eh.. oh well.. it's just sad.. knowing that you can do so much but can't because of certain circumstances..

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I really am lost for words right now.. I couldn't fully explain how I feel now that the camp is over. Of course I feel happy because it was a huge success both for the participants and for the service team, but then, the longing for those moments spent is now creeping in. sobrang wala talagang word/s na makakapag-contain nung emotions na nafi-feel ko right now, kasi sobrang extra-ordinary lang talaga nung camp this year. I never expected it to turn out that way but just the same, I'm glad it did. I'm so happy to have been a part of the service team once again.. this was the first camp that I was able to dedicate myself into. This was the first camp na sobrang na-feel ko yung closeness nung mga taong naka-trabaho ko. I feel very blessed na sila yung kasama ko sa team and I couldn't ask for anything more.

The talks and sharing were way beautiful. I really admire all the speakers and sharers for their confidence and wits.. sorry kung naiyak ako sa sharing ko ha, couldn't help it eh. Actually, talk pa nga lang ni Emvin, umiiyak na ko pinipigilan ko lang.. kaya tuloy di ko na nakayanan nung turn ko nang magsalita. Pero thank you coz you guys gave me a chance to be a witness, thanks kasi binigyan niyo ko ng chance na mailabas yung mga nararamdaman ko.. at least now, nakakahinga na ko ng mas maluwag..

To the service team, my fellow housemates, my brothers and sisters.. sobrang thankful ko kasi once again, na-prove natin na nothing can break us. After all ng pinagdaanan natin for the past 2 months or so, andito pa rin tayo.. going stronger.. na-prove na naman natin na kaya nating ma-surpass kahit ano basta we're together. Hinding-hindi ko ipagpapalit yung whatever relationship na na-share ko with you guys for anything in this world. You have brought me to where I am now.. and I will never ever cease to believe in you guys. You know you have me.. you gotta know that..

I know, yet again, that these are not enough to express whatever it is that I want to shout out to these people.. I'll leave my thoughts to God.. and hope it reaches you..

To the participants, you have heeded God's call.. you are one of the chosen few and I hope you'll live up to it. I salute you guys.. may all of you be inspired to continue whatever you have started in the camp. there still is a lot in store for you and I'll be more than happy to see you in the service of God's true calling. :P

To the Couple Coordinators.. for everything, thank you sooo very much. you have been our guide and light through this path that we chose to take.. thank you for supporting us all the way.. thank you..

And most importantly/especially, to our Lord.. thank you for providing us with Your love and protection.. You served as our great pillar of strength amidst all those trials and difficulties that we've gone through. All this wouldn't have been possible without YOU.

SOLO DIOS BASTA!!!

a thought or two..

approximately 16 days before my birthday. well i suppose you know how old i am already right? coz if you don't.. tsk tsk.. you're in huge trouble. i say save yourself from it.

anyways, i'm not here in Manila on my birthday.. i'm going to the summer outing at Sacramento Valley Resort in Rizal.. and it's scheduled on the weekend of my birthday. since i'll be spending my day away from my fam, i guess i'll just celebrate it with them the next day, which is a Sunday.

sooo yeah. i don't have plans for a party or anything because i'm sick of people saying yes to your invite only to leave you hanging by the end of the night. there were so many of them who did that on my debut.. some of them didn't even greet me. fine, i know it's naive.. but then if you're the celebrant, you would want a birthday greeting at the least. never mind the gifts, that's just an extra..


[just wanna let out these feelings. i mean, if you were in my shoes, i'm sure sasama loob mo sa mga taong nag-promise na pumunta sa party mo tas hindi nagpakita sayo.. tinawagan mo na nga kasi hindi nagrereply sa text tas hindi mo pa makakausap kasi may ginagawa or something--then hindi man lang nagtext or call back after some time para itanong kung bakit ka tumawag. hayyyyy... how laaaaaaame. kaya mas mabuti, wala nalang party. magpapakasaya nalang ako sa sacramento valley--rapelling, compass reading, swimming and a whole lot more--that's the life!]

we're almost getting there.. :)

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1 DAY TO GO! YOUTH CAMP NA!!! WOOHOO!!!

grabe, i can't believe that we've come this far after all we've gone through.. malapit na, konti nalang, 1 tulog nalang and we're off to beautiful St. Michael! haha, so mejo hindi ko naman ma-contain sarili ko sa sobrang excitement diba? i gotta remember, marami pa kong aayusing damit and stuff na kailangan for tomorrow's camp. :P sana wala akong makalimutan.. kasi hindi talaga ako pwede makaiwan ng kahit na ano kasi lagot. :))

the Tech Run last night was Successful. :D galing galing! actually since okay na yung for the video, yung videos nung precon and HLT yung pinanood namin. haha, first time kong nakita yun so mejo sumakit lang yung tummy and jaw ko kakatawa sa sarili namin. kamusta naman yun diba? hehe.. pati yung tech run ng music min okay na.. sobrang ready na talaga.. weeee! may "turnover ceremonies" rin nung gabi pero hindi ko na natapos kasi sinusundo na ko.. tapos yun pala pupunta rin kami kina Abby kasi andun sina Joey and Joanna. ay sus.. nagstay pa ata kami dun for another hour--sana nagstay na muna ako sa mtg para nakakain ako.. hehe! oh well.. naabutan pa tuloy ako ni Abby sa house nila. :P

Konting konti nalang.. Camp na.. pero for now, i gotta fix my stuff. waaaaaa ang daming dadalin!!!

tsk tsk happy.

+ BV ako kanina coz EIGHT lang kaming dumating for confession. i mean, i came all the way from sucat para lang umattend for the sake of the team then 7 people lang pala yung dadatnan ko. how about yung mga nakatira lang sa area malapit sa church? i understand yung mga hindi pinayagan because of the mad weather; but then, isa lang yung alam kong hindi inallow ng 'rents niya.

where were the others? diba sabi 7am? fine, i didn't arrive at 7am sharp; pero i tried my best to attend kahit na sobrang gusto ko pang matulog and mag-stay sa bahay. pwede akong mag-confess sa church namin which is, 50 steps away from our home. pero pumunta pa rin ako sa MIQP kasi i was thinking na baka andun yung buong team like last year. imagine, 8? daym.. sooper dooper SW yun ah. sana lang may acceptable reasons yung mga hindi nakapunta sa meeting on Wednesday, kasi sobrang na-BV lang talaga ako. nahihiya kasi ako dun sa mga naabala ko, si Mama.. si Raffy.. hayy.. sana talaga wag nang maulit 'toh.


+ natulog lang ako almost the whole day kasi walang kuryente.. haha! good thing paggising ko may power na. :P


+ the parents' orientation last night was okay. grabe, natuwa naman ako kasi my sharing went well kahit na kinabahan ako at first. gumawa gawa pa ko ng kodigo pero useless rin pala. haha, wish me luck on Saturday.. gawd, tinanong sakin ni kuya norman kung anong oras yung sharing ko.. waaaah pupunta pa ata siya ng maaga. x_x *anxiety disorder*


+ i've got myself a pair of havs Cartunistas and havs Flash last thurs and friday. :P hahaha! mej malaki yung flash sakin but it's all good. i can manage. :) thanks ate mia and tita thelma! weeee. :D


+ with the youth camp only 6 days away, mixed emotions are starting to build up. Tech Run & last Service Team meeting scheduled on Wednesday, better attend or else...


+ sana madagdagan pa yung participants.. pray pray and pray.

hmmmmm?

haha.. it's my dad's golden birthday celebration on Saturday. :P i'm still thinking 'bout what to give him.. any suggestions?

whooooooo.. am going out out tomorrow to meet some of the afomb. well gotta text all of them later on para kumpleto kami. bibigay ko yung youth camp forms kina hazel and tenshie para ma-fill up na nila. haha! miss ko na sila sobra so you can't blame me kung ganito ako ka-excited. :P

haha, at least makakawala na ko sa bahay bukas. woohoo! :D i'll take that opportunity narin to get my dad his gift. oh well, just wishing na sana makahanap ako ng suitable present for him.

i'm craving for some gummy worms right now. gotta raid the nearest store after this. :))

bored!

whew. i just felt the need to change my layout.. you bet i love it. :P

oh well.. i'm stuck here at home with nothing else to do. i've been editing pictures since yesterday and i'm kinda getting the hang of it. i also changed the look and feel of my multiply homepage.. sawa na ko sa pink eh. :) [/check it out!]

see what wonders boredom could do to me? ergh.. gawd, ang hirap talaga pag walang ginagawa--nakakabaliw. can somebody come to me; keep me company and help keep my sanity? nice rhyming.. @_@

gusto kong lumabas but it's friggin' hot. naman naman, ayoko nang umitim.. may tan line na nga ako dahil sa flipflops eh. x_x

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napa-isip lang ako.. pano kaya kung hindi ako magseserve sa camp ngayon? mi gad.. edi araw-araw ganito set-up ko? oh no.. di ko kaya yun. siguro mas okay nang mapagod to the max na may ginagawang productive kesa in tip-top shape ka nga pero major couch potato ka naman. hayy.. i'm sure most of you would agree with me. :P

oh well, i've nothing more left to say. just mac me if you've got anything to. :)

so fulfillingly exhausting.

waaaaaa! kakagising ko lang pero feel ko wala pa rin akong tulog.. daym.. oh well, sobrang busy lang kasi talaga lately.. x_x

good thing we're almost done with the video presentation. rest day ngayon pero honestly gusto ko munang mag-time out for a week or so kasi drained na drained na ko. hayyy..

the service team meeting last night was a smashing success. hahaha! oh diba, wala sa plano namin ni partner sumayaw as part of our presentation pero ginawa na rin namin. :)) ang kulit eh, pero siyempre nangdamay kami ng iba para hindi lang yung main cast ng video yung sumayaw. mwahahaha! thanks to Emman, Paulo, Amiel, Jem, and JB for dancing with us. "Pinoy Ako.." bwahaha!! 'till our next dance number guys. :P

sana mahatak ko na talaga si Aids sa youth camp. i'm pretty confident naman na may mga willing mag-support if ever eh--just like Tito Pluck said last night. grabe sobrang excited na ko.. hehe. :P

still, ako pa rin pala yung sOnger sa Tongues Workshop. x_x hahaha! Raffy and I went to the practice kahapon eh, napakanta tuloy ako ng 'di oras. :P aion.. meron lang couple of songs na hindi ko pa alam pero kaya yan. konting practice lang. sabi naman ni Emman sasabayan niya ko sa Tongues.. goodluck satin ha! :))

sinama rin ako sa Arts Team.. waaaa. goodluck talaga sa schedule. :P oh well.. kakayanin ang dapat kayanin.. para sa camp naman 'to eh. :)

*sawa na ko sa intro ng Narda okay. Emman, you know what i mean. :P*