i wish...

it's just so freakin' difficult to keep your feelings to yourself when all you want to do is scream out his name and tell him that it's not easy to watch him from a distance having the time of his life not knowing that there is this one person who has been so tired of waiting for him..

i wish he had his eyes on me.

i wish he would look at me like i'm the only girl he ever laid eyes on.

i wish he would like me as much as i like him.

i wish he could spend time with me for as long as i want.

i wish.. but then, that's all i can do right? wish for whatever, even though i know for a fact that there's no way these would become a reality. :(