^_^

*i had this stupid grin on my face

ever since i started doing my paper for Relsone.

*think it got stuck on my face.

*oh well, guess i'm just too happy.

*or maybe uber grateful on some parts of it.

*gawd! i am definitely...

*up in cloud 16. =)

[happy happy joy joy!]

li'l somethin'

oh well, since we didn't have kaspil1 this morning, we have nothin' else left to do.

time check: 11:11 am

two hours to go, and then we're off to J302 (yet again) for zoolone. i gotta say i'm pretty much excited to get the result of our second long exam.. hihi, i found it relatively easy than the first one. i can't afford to fail any of my exams anymore. i should have placed my priorities straight right away noh? well, i promise to do well next term. i'm not taking science subjects, i only took floating ones, so i guess less load. i gotta aim for higher grades nxt time. DL DL DL!!!;)

yesterday, nagkita kita kami ni Hazel and Ky sa powerbooks greenbelt. while waiting for them, i took advantage of the Half Blood Prince. hah! i finished the first chapter of the book but i suppose i really have to get myself a copy of it for me to thoroughly enjoy the 6th installment of HP. na-spoil nga lang yung ending coz alam ko na kung sino yung mamamatay. my (grrrr) brother, out of the blue, told me the other day. *sigh*

we went to starbucks. and dun kami gumawa ng aming pepers. tinreat kami ni Hazel. hihi, thanks zelly!;) actually nag-outline muna kami ng topics, then dinivide namin among ourselves tas nagsulat kami on the spot. actually i was surprised sa sarili ko kasi kahit papano nakapagsulat ako ng mahaba (kahit na mejo matagal ako and mbagal). eh kasi nung weekend, parang ang tagal tagal ko bago ma-put to words yung mga thoughts ko. hehehe!;)

and then i saw monch, geoff, and jaypee (i dunno if E.R. was with them; but if he was, i didn't see him) sa smokin' area sa starbucks. dapat nga lalabas ako para mangamusta eh, but i changed my mind. i texted monch instead but i got no reply. hehe.;) tapos, si Emman din pumunta ng G4. hay naku, pagpunta ba naman niya sa loob ng starbucks, nagpicture picture agad. haha, ang kulit talaga nun.

mga around 6pm, umalis nako ng makati. i took a shuttle en route to sucat. 630 nasa BF nako. and guess what, when i was in the trike, parang something hit me. ewan ko. i just realized na magdedecember na but i still can't feel the christmas spirit (if ever there's such a thing.). there were a number of houses in our village na meron nang christmas lights and other paraphernalia (spell check dear). wala lang, sa totoo lang, (just like what i told Hazel and Ky when we were in landmark) parang hindi ko nga nararamdaman na malapit na ang chwismas. before, wala pang november, nagsastart na kaming mag-put up ng christmas stuff sa house eh. but now, after tomorrow december na, pero wala pang pagbabago sa house. well ang akinnaman, hindi naman kailangan "bongga" per ce ang christmas eh. it still all comes down to the bond that you'd share with the family. fine, part na dun yung giving of gifts and stuff eh. pero lam mo yun, parang yun nalang talaga yung "bonus" while you share the love with the relatives. hehe. sorry kung all of a sudden nagserioso na naman ako. wala lang, naisip ko lang naman. ;)

hanggang ngayon, parang wala pa rin akong naiipon. sucks. well, may naipon naman ako, pero parang hindi na nadadagdagan. balak kong umattend ng ILC this coming April, pero kailangan kong makaipon ng 8K! don't ask kung magkano na ung savings ko. haha!;) parang tinatamad na nga ako eh, ang sarap gastusin noh! haha!

gawd, sina Natz Ky Cesar Aids and Desi nag-surf and play. haha* (wala lang) ^_^

i need to print my Saliksik reflection paper later. it's due tomorrow. hehe!


anyways, wala nang point yung mga pinagsasasabi ko here.
so long guys. till next time.


ei Nico, before i forget, sige na hindi ka na cweepy ha. hehe. peace na tayo. ayt, uki uki?;)

the veneration.

forgive me for posting these stuff about Rizal. high ako eh. kahit nasasabaw na ko sa kanya. eh pawis at dugo ko rin ang pinuhunan ko para lang masulat ang lahat nang iyan. [exagge!] haha. basta. read on. kung may mali man jan, just tell me. ayt?;)


There is no doubt that Jose Rizal, coming from a well-to-do family, was a highly religious person in his own right. It can be said so from his testimony and of his Jesuit professors in the Ateneo. He was brought up to regard and hold a very deep relationship with his God and his Religion. These were his values, faith, and part of his form of nationalism. His faith and growing nationalism was friendly enough but after having gone to the West, he breathed a different kind of air—an air consitsting of liberalism and the like. He was nurtured, educated, and pampered by Spain. His views and aspirations were of the way the Spaniards think. We cannot blame Rizal for acting like such for he was brought up in such a way that is different from ours. We cannot anymore change the fact that he was the one chosen to be the hero of our nation. But I suppose we can argue. For one, he was not the person who's one with the masses. We're not saying that his perceptions and thoughts were altogether wrong, but it were unlike the beliefs of the people of the masses. He had the brains, and was a man who acquired proper education in his time. But he had this way of looking down on the people under the lower class of society. These people had the same power and conviction just like what Rizal has. In fact, they Rizal and the masa had the same dream for the Philippines. The only difference is the way they wanted to attain it. The masses resorted for a revolution, a fight for independence; which according to Rizal, should not come from below. For it to become beneficial, it must come from above. Yes, he rejected the idea of the revolution. What he wanted for the country were reforms. He didn't want bloodshed; he wanted a peaceful battle. But the question left for us to answer is, was the reforms of Rizal enough? Were the plans of his class enough to move the masses? No. Rizal and the people may have the same goal, but there also existed a conflict between his views and their views. He was, as we all know, unsuccessful in his attempt for reforms. These reformations, to be put to action, should include the people from all classes of society. That's the only way to attain the reform movement. Unity. This way how Bonifacio got the sentiments of the Filipinos. He was one with them, which made it easier for him to appeal to them.

Rizal, like the others, loved our mother country; but in his own ilustrado way. like Renato Constantino said, he was a limited Filipino whose love for his country was in an ilustrado kind of way. His way of thinking was influenced and shaped by the people within his class. His ideas were rooted to this kind of thinking. And then came his fight for the equal rights of the people. We all know how fairness and equality was lost during the time of the colonization. As a Filipino by blood and by skin, he desired to have the same respect as the people of Espanya held for themselves. But it was not a free country back then so what should we expect? From the point of view of a Spaniard, if ever there's a person fighting for equal rights and privileges, it should come from the Indios. Rizal was ignored for he wasn't within that class. He was way educated for him to appeal for rights for those people.


that's it. so long people. so i guess you now fully know who rizal is to me now?

the american-sponsored hero

well, eto na yung final output nang pagkikilatis ko kay Rizal. inabot ako ng gabi kagabi matapos lang yang paper na yan. nagulat ako, maikli lang pala siya. anyway, length doesn't matter. basta andun yung substance. ^_^

Ang Rizal, bow.

Throughout my life in school, I have come to believe that the most important thing that a student can attain from his or her teacher is the grade. I was brought up in that way wherein the high grades that you get from the teacher is a reflection of how you perform inside the classroom, and the school as well. 3 months ago, that was still my perception. But after being under the hands of our professor, I think I earned more than the grade that he would give me in the course card. We were given an understanding far beyond what was expected to be taught inside the classroom.

For one, I won't deny that I was one of the people who venerated Rizal without really understanding what exactly did he contribute for the country's fight for independence and freedom. But after having studied published articles about our "National Hero", it somehow changed my apprehension about him. Rizal was presented to us in a way that he has done so much for the Philippines, when in fact he totally opposed the revolution and every part of it. He looked so highly of himself that he couldn"t see and understand why the masses would resort to the revolution, which according to him dishonors and discredits us Filipinos. These ideas of Rizal were the ones not directly brought out into the open, which is why many of our citizens still look up to him as the most prominent figure during the time of the revolution. Well, he might be a notable person back then, but does that mean we should forget the people responsible for the independence that we are enjoying right now? Certainly not.

Another thing, we should not underestimate the power of the masses. Let's take it from a historical point of view. What happened in the revolution headed by Andres Bonifacio and the other katipuneros? Unlike the idea of reforms of Rizal, the revolution was a success. And we can say that, like Elias in the Noli, Bonifacio's principle of his revolution is that freedom cannot be won without a fight. Even in our country at present, it can't be disclaimed that the masa has this great power of moving the people.

And lastly, the bottom line is that, ther's more to history and facts than just false comprehensions. I don't have anything against Rizal, the only thing that I wanted to say is that, we should not focus on just one person because the picture is so big; especially if we’re concentrating on that person for the wrong reasons.

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notes slash highlights

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+ The national revolution is invariably the one period in a nation's history when the people were most united, most involved, and most decisively active in the fight for freedom.

+ Our national hero was not the leader of our Revolution. in fact, he repudiated the Revolution.

+ Rizal: Reforms, to be beneficial, must come from above, and those which come from below are irregularly gained and uncertain.

+ Either the Revolution was wrong; or Rizal was wrong.

+ He took no part of the revolution and in fact condemned it.

+ Because we refuse to analyze the significance of his repudiation, our understanding of Rizal andof his role in our national development remains superficial.

+ Had someone of lesser stature uttered those words of condemnation, he would have been considered a traitor to the cause.

+ Rizal repudiated the one act which really synthesized our nationalist aspirations, and yet we consider him a nationalist leader.

+ A proper understanding of our history is very important to us because it will serve to demonstrate how our present has been distorted by a faulty knowledge of our past.

+ He was the first Filipino but he was only a limited Filipino, the ilustrado Filipino qwho fought for national unity but feared the Revolution and loved his mother country, yes, but in his own ilustrado way.

+ Rizal and the propagandists were the embodiment of a consciousness without a movement. it was Bonifacio and the Katipunan that embodied the unity of revolutionary consciousness and revolutionary practice.

+ We must see Rizal historically. Rizal should occupy his proper place in our pantheon of great Filipinos. though he is secure in our hearts and memories as a hero, we must now realize that he has no monopoly of patriotism; he is not the zenith of our greatness; neither are all his teachings of universal and contemporary relevance and aplication.

+ The true hero is one with the masses; he does not exist above them. in fact, a whole people can be heroes given proper motivation and articulation of their dreams.

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*YAWN*

x_x

whew! just got home from school. but i was with Emman and Blez after class sa UM. pinakita ko kay Emman yung yearbook namin, and natatawa ako kasi tawa siya ng tawa dun sa ibang pictures. ang sama talaga./ hahaha* doink*

anyway, the point of this post is actually.. nothing. haha! hindi.. honestly, 1/2 kilig lang naman ako ngayon.. baket?

baket nga ba? well, kwento ko muna from the start. kasi this morning sa Relsone, nagreport kami ni Marice. and for some reason, kinakabahan ako, di ko lam kung bakit. so aion, nung nasa harap na kami, tumingin muna ko sa class. then i caught a glimpse of the amvoi. [si 1st crash yun, just so you know.] sobrang naka-all smiles siya sakin, hindi ko lam kung bakit. so that's it, we did the report. and then, after nung class, nung pababa na kami ng stairs, pababa narin siya. i thought magha-hi lang siya, so nag-hi ako sa kanya. nagulat ako nung nagstart siya ng conversation. he asked me kung pano ako umuuwi from school. so i told him. tinanong din niya kung san ba ako nag-High School. sabi ko sa CSA.. haha* edi aion, nag-usap kami hanggang end ng SJ walk, tas finish nah. nakakuha na naman ako ng asar sa barkada, pero okie lang. hehe* happy naman ako eh. =_=

*i love the feeling*

and then just now, i visited Mr. Ramos' blog. i was mortified with what he posted in there! he really went overboard and violated my femininity. i cried after reading the post, because i can't believe he would do such a thing. for those of you who would visit his blog, i want to apologize for the language he used to express whatever it was he wanted to say. blood rushed into my brain when my parents were even included in it. i really can't take this anymore. the things that should've been kept within ourselves, he brought out into the open. i'm sorry. i really am sorry. if you're gonna change your impression of me, there's nothing i could do about that. ang akin lang, tao lang naman ako eh. minsan nagkakamali. alam ko sobrang disgusting ng mga nangyari. pero i gave myself because kala ko totoo yung mga sinabi niya sakin. yun pala, from the very start, NILOKO LANG NIYA AKO. kung alam niyo lang kung ano ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. hindi ako nakagalaw nung binabasa ko yung mga sinulat niya dun. nanlamig ako and all. i-judge niyo ako ngayon, okay lang sakin. i won't blame you anyway. ganon talaga eh. JUST WANNA SAY SORRY. x_x


+now the depression builds up+

heaven. or something like it.

forget the past. i know, you know, that it still is there but what the heck? just forget it. it's not something happy to dwell upon. just keep up that smiling face and show everyone that you're still.. uhm.. yeah, whole.=)

ditch the bitterness too. you're too good to be of that sort. there's a big world ahead of you. cheer up, would you?

hmmmm.. time to close the book that i've been writing my life in for the last 17 years. i know it's a bit late for me to do this, i should've done this 5 1/2 months ago; but hey, better late than never right?



last night i had a little chat with my dad. he was telling me something about his kumpare's daughter's boyfriend who pointed a shotgun at his kumpare. scary, noh? tas aion, hiniritan na naman ako ni papa na the next time na may gustong manligaw sakin, dapat dalin ko daw sa bahay. para makilatis niya and gusto daw niyang tingnan kung mapapaihi niya sa pantalon. well, i agreed this time, without any hesitation. seryoso ako nun ha, nung pumayag ako. i swore na nga na if ever there is a guy na nagpaparamdam, hindi ako papayag magpaligaw kung hindi papayag si papa. gusto ko si papa muna ligawan niya, tapos chaka ako. haha!* sooo, that's it. you gotta please my daddy first, then that's the time i'll come into the picture. alrighty?=)

ay oo nga pala, i also can't believe i told my dad who my crush is! this is the first time na nagsabi ako, hahaha! well i don't want to hide these things from them anymore. i want them to know what's going on with my life. i want them to be involved. sabi ko, si *toot* crush ko. yung anak ni tito *toot*. aba, akalain mo, sabi ba naman sakin ni papa, "kung anak ba naman ng cfc na may mataas na posisyon ang crush mo, wlang problema sakin." woohoo!* well.. mukhang boto si dad dun ahh.. hahaha!* astig!=)

*sigh* pero hindi na siya nagtetext eh. kinausap niya ko nung Sunday sa sector assembly pero sandali lang. x_x ang cute niya , wala lang, sobrang nahiya nga ako nung makita ko siya dun eh. i wasn't expecting him, usually kasi pag mga ganun, ung kuya lang niya ung pumupunta. eh aion, sana magtext siya some time noh? hayyy..



time's up! time's down! whatever!

nerve-wracking!

Gawd! guess what RICHARD was accusing me yesterday of! i can't believe how much of an asshole he has become! grabe, i'll give you a taste of what he was blabbing about!!!

these were his text messages!:

[1] who the hell gave you authority to tag awful messages at dina's blog?..

[2] well why don't you check what you've written yourself?..And you dare use the word "low-life" to think that what you did was low...

[3] is your name included in the message not enough?..

[4] why the hell would we bring a thing to ourselves?.. call us stupid but we're not that STUPID.. and i just can't believe that you admit it yourself na pailalim ka tumira.. and from what i know, you weren't reacting to her messages cause you were guilty.. i mean, sino ba talaga ang nakialam that time?.. it's impossible that it's Dina cause from what i know, i already left you at that time. ikaw ung nakikialamn cause we were already involved.. you weren't.. you mean nothing to us but you still put yourself into the picture..and you just had to react cuase you couldn't accept that i could find someone BETTER in a short period of time.. that your're REPLACEABLE.. oh and this time, kung magsusumbong ka, dun ka sa desperadong lalaki na kinilala ka sa netopia.. cause he does have a problem with your "sex-crazed ex" right?.. let him prove himself.. you'll get your cds back.. i'm poor, but not that poor..

[5] kelan ka ba pwede?.. ibabalik ko na ung mga cd mo.. pati ung mga notes at libro mo.. baka mamaya, ang alam na ng mga tao sa taft eh klepto ako.. mabilis kasi kumalat pag naghahanap ng karamay eh.. dalin mo narin ung memoirs of a geisha ko..


THIS WAS WHAT THE GIRLFRIND OF RICHARD SAID TO ME:

[1] richard will return your cd's.. [dina, ang grammar mo baluktot!] just so u know.. di rin libre ung books.. pwedeng matuto magbalik?

2] one more thing, pwede matuto kang humarap sa sarili mong prob. kasi baka MAGSUMBONG ka nanaman. tapos pag nagusap usap nah, ikaw ung wala HINDI PA MACONTACT.. shocks.. don't you feel sorry for yuourself? inamin mo na pailaliom ka tumira? duwag ka nga.. kawawa ka naman, nd with regards sa friendster account mo, wala akong paki kahit ako pinaghihinalaan mo na nagpalit nun. kasi hindi ako pailalim tumira, kung ako ang gumawa nun, sasabihin ko sayo, hindi ako duwag.. not like you nash..

[3] i'm way better than you.. you're replaceable and i'm not. and you've been telling me na ayaw mo ako patulan kasi ayaw mo bumaba sa level ko.. but hey, may kinilala ka sa netopia, yeah right.. talk about levels, anong level ba ung pailalim tumira? i don't think it deserves a level..

[4] pa-innocent effect, thats what your're good at.. pathetic little freak!

[5] oo cge, kami magtetext kasi kame bagay, ikaw hindi.. iniiwan lang ang mga tulad mo, kitakitz!

[6] hey.. you forgot something.. my middle finger..


FIRST OF ALL, I WOULD LIKE TO REITARATE THAT I HAVE NOTHING TO DO ABOUT THAT POST IN DINA'S BLOG. THE SAID TAG WAS DATED "NOV. 20, 05 AT 12 SOMETHING PM.". PANO KO NASABI NA WALA AKONG KINALAMAN? BECAUSE AT THAT TIME AND DATE, NASA SECTOR ASSEMBLY AKO SA FREDDIE WEBB GYM NUNG SUNDAY NOV. 20, 05. WALA NAMANG PC DUN SA GYM NA YUN,MALAMANG. AND AT THE TIME NA NAGTEXT SI RICHARD, NASA UPS AKO SA HOUSE NG GRANDPARENTS KO. TAKE NOTE, WALANG PC SA HOUSE NA YUN. KASI WALA NAMANG NAG-AARAL SA HOUSEHOLD NILA. SANA LANG KUNG MAG-AASUME ANG MGA TAO, MAKE SURE NA YOU HAVE SUFFICIENT EVIDENCE. SABIHIN NA NATING NAKALAGAY YUNG PANGALAN KO SA NAG-TAG, WELL, HINDI BA NAPAKADALI LANG ILAGAY ANG "NASH" AS THE NAME NUNG NAG-TAG? LET'S SAY IBANG NAME ANG GINAMIT AND HINDI "NASH". I BET EVERYTHING I OWN, AKO PARIN ANG SISISIHIN NILA.

this was what i got for keeping my mouth shut!!! honestly, pikon na pikon ako sa kanila kahapon! kasi bottomline is, wla akong kinalaman sa lintik na tag sa blag ng babaeng yan. why would i even waste my time? they're really testing my patience noh? ubos na ubos na talaga richard, sagarin niyo pah. actually, kay dina talaga ako nabibwisit eh, pagmayabang ba daw sakin na she's way better thatn me? GirL, IT WOULDN'T HURT IF YOU LOOK AT THE MIRROR SOME TIME, AND COULD YOU PLEASE STARE AT YOUR FECE? IT'S FREE AFTER ALL. YOU THINK I'M A FREAK, WELL THANK YOU VERY MUCH. AT LEAST I STILL GOT MY MANNERS INTACT INSIDE ME! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE AN ASSUMPSIONISTA! NAKAKAHIYA KAH. AND SANA PICK SOMEONE YOUR OWN AGE! YOU'RE 20 AND YOU'RE STILL MESSING WITH AN 18 YEAR OLD? AS FOR YOU DEAR RICHARD, WELL, WHAT CAN I SAY? DBTI DID THE RIGHT THING OF KICKING YOU OUT OF ITS GROUNDS. YOU'VE LOST YOUR MANNERS MISTER, AND OH, YOU THINK I DON'T DESERVE TO BE A YFC? OWS TALAGA? EH WHAT ABOUT ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS YOU DID TO ME, DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE TO BE CALLED ONE, AND DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVEN WORTHY OF WEARING THE "ZERO DRUGS" T-SHIRT? HEY, FROM WHAT I READ IN YOUR PRETTY LITTLE BLOG, YOU'RE USING DRUGS, DON'T YOU? NOW LOOK WHO'S TALKING? EAT YOUR WORDS..

STUFF IT! DAMN IT, I'M SO FED UP WITH YOU TWO!

my need for speed

hmmm.. i am yet again one of the guys..

but i ain't complaining.

masaya sila kasama and all. mrami akong brathers. haha*

pero babae parin naman ako noh. double haha*

hmph. ;)


i'm in cloud 11.. weeeeee! take it two steps higher. lol.

showing na ng Harry Potter tomorrow. WAW! there's no way i'm gonna miss it. pero i don't think makakanood ako tomorrow. aside from the block picture taking and the enrollment/adjustment of schedule, i need to study for zoolab nah. i know sa friday pa yung test pero mas okay na yung mag-aral habang may time. cramming is never an option pag two+ weeks away nalang yung finals/end ng term. kailangan ko nang ipunin ang aking pagseseryoso sa mga bagay bagay. kakareerin ko na yung final paper for Kaspil1. sabi ko sa sarili ko magsosolo nalang ako, pero naisip ko na okay rin naman yung may partner kahit papano para at least mapapagsama namin yung ideas etc etc. now, kung sino man yung gustong maging partner ko sa kaspil1, i need you! haha* basta, sabihan niyo lang ako. ayt. ;) [NAGPAPARINIG AKO. *wink*]

G-O-F!!! i ain't gonna miss that! woohoo! ;;)


kilig moments***sigh

mixed and mismatched

wow, it's been a week since my last post.. grabe, dami kasing demands ngayon sa school. kakabalik lang from vacation and all, dami na ulit ginagawa. you know what i'm saying? hehehe!=)

last monday, t'was Hazel and Desi's birthday. nanlibre si teeds ng mcdo, i had my usual favorite na naman! pancakes + sausage + milo = heaven! cheers to desi, debut mo na next year! si Zel naman, may sakit this week, kaya bihira namin siya nakasama.. na-confine pa siya this thursday sa manila doctors. hindi nga ako nakadalaw sa kanya kagabi eh, sorry hazel!=) tinext ko nalang siya nung nasa shuttle ako, heehee.. well the reason why i didn't get to visit her at the hospital is because may chapter core meeting last night kina Margs. ako na naman ung early bird! i arrived there at exactly 6:30. eh sabi nga sakin ni Margaux, 6pm eh. tas next na dumating si E.j., so aion kwento kwento muna. then si Mark and Paulo.. si Kate yung huli! hahaha!=)

nakakainis, na-cancel yung sportsfest kasi may sector assembly sa scheduled date nung sportsfest. sana i-resked nalang nila, ang tagal tagal na kasing naka-plan nun diba?=p


anyhow, let's talk about crashes now. [drumroll please] so yeah, i've told you about the recent crash of me. [check your grammar dear, pero for now, ayoko! haha!] aion.. eh it's been a week na rin since last siyang nagtext sakin.. yis, until now, no sign of him. =( tas last night, nung nag-uusap kami ni Margaux, nabanggit niya na sa TORCH daw si "crash" mag-aactive kasi may bago na siyang crush! i was somewhat "hurt?" [yeah with the question mark!] nung narinig ko yun.. argh! iiyak na talaga akooo! kaya pala hindi na sya nagtetext since last saturday.. kaya on my way home kagabi, i deleted all of his messages except for the very first one. *sigh*

i need a new crash! a new inspiration.. para madagdagan naman ng kilig moments ang buhay ko noh, haha*


i miss highschool na talaga.. dumaan kasi ako sa CSA last wednesday and thursday.. na-miss ko yung environment ng school, the teachers and yesh, even the uniform. i miss wearing 'em. you don't get to wear any more uniforms in college [i speak as a Lasallian now, okay.] and if ever you do wear a uniform, it's not the the one you wear during your high school days. basta, nakakamiss lang talaga. there really is a huge gap between High School and College. so if you still are in your High School shoes right now, if i were you, i would make the most out of everything i have! because believe me, you will regret a thing or two if you don't. honestly, i told you i miss HS, but i wouldn't want to go back if given the chance. because i've been there, and i've done that. i'm contented with what happened in the course of my life. and the most important for me now are the memories i earned during that 4 fruitful years.

o-kay! blabbing time's over! rar!

kill barney!

i love this song!!!

I LOVE YOU, YOU LOVE ME
LET'S GET TOGETHER AND KILL BARNEY
WITH A BIG SHOTGUN AND ________,
NO MORE PURPLE DINOSAUR!!!


yey! well, i never really liked Barney in the first place, that purple thing annoys me bigtime.. heehee!

anyway, i wouldn't want anything now but a text from *toootifroooti*.. damn, did i just gave him a nickname? shiet.. wala lang, i found his friendster account but of course i didn't add him. i want him to do the adding because i don't wanna be obvious. hahaha* nag-aaral siya sa dating school ni Natz! yepyep.. he's a very good sucker player.. soccer, whatever.. wala lang.. aion.. i don't want to disclose too much info, mahirap nah.. kwentuhan ko nalang kayo about this in person, uki uki?


okay! let's do the killing of the ube colored freak! =)

brain bleed!

until now i haven't finished the 2nd part of our research.. Marice! please do help me, nasasabaw na naman ako! alam mo ba kung gaano kahaba palang ung nasusulat ko about sa biblical criticisms? anak ng, wla pa atang kalahati nung page yung napupuno ko.. minsan lang talaga nabablanko ang aking utak.. blehhh..

anyhow.. hindi na nagreply sakin si *toot* last night. nagtext kasi siya mga quarter to 5.. eh sa tinatapos ko pa yung "experiences" ko para sa paper kaya hindi agad ako nagreply.. hindi naman sa sinadya kong wag magreply pero dapat first thing's first diba? eh aion, nakapagreply nako sa kanya mga 6.. tapos naghintay ako ng naghintay ng reply, pero wala parin.. so galit na siya sakin nun? wag naman sana.. d^.^b

tapos kagabi, habang ako'y nagbubutingting sa friendster at sa mga blog ng mga tao, may nagtext sakin. siya daw si "nico" from csa and he's an.... "admirer"?!?!?! oh crap, kinilabutan ako bigla kasi baka nangtitrip lang yung taong yun.. pero nalaman ko rin kung sino siya.. siya yung guy sa csa na batchmate ng kapatid ng aking kabarkada.. damn, ilang degrees yun? hahaha! basta.. nakakatakot siya.. kala mo close kami eh..

hinintay ko ang reply ni *toot* pero wala.. kaya bago ako natulog, nagsend ako ng quote sa kanya.. not the mushy love quotes or whatever.. basta quote! haha..

anyways, i gotta go now.. shet naman, kailangan ko nang matapos itong aming biblical criticisms kundi yari ako! well may nagawa na naman ako kahit papano pero sana okay na yun diba? isesend ko narin kay Marice yung mga stuff na sinulat ko para maiayos niya yung aming research. ang pangit naman kasi kung putol putol at hindi iisa yung format ng aming project diba? hehehe..

bakit wala ka pang reply?! arrrrgggghhh! (o.o)

graveyard shift

i spent the night before at my tita's condo, at pioneer. that was just oh-so-stressful. i had to stay there because my family went to the province and there was no one here at home. so aion..

i got home at around 9 pm last night, grabe kapagod talaga.. and then guess who texted me the moment i entered my room. it was JB.. Francis' brother.. gulat ako eh, coz he wanted to know if i was doin' okay.. la lang, gulat lang talaga ako kasi it's not everyday you get a message like that, hehe!=) pero it was very nice of him.. we exchanged a few texts lang, kasi i had to rest nah, i still have class eh.. tapos, kaya pala i couldn't find my comb in my bag, i left it sa van nila. well he told me to get it from him the next time na magkita kami. hehe. lol nash.

anyway.. our quiz in Alge102 was--errrr.. i don't know how to call it.. the sequences and series part was way easy.. pero pagdating na sa conics sections.. wahhhhH! i didn't have the luxury of time anymore, kasi kulang talaga 5 minutes sa paghahanap nung mga coordinates and stuff. hindi ko nga na-graph yung last number eh!! yun na nga lang ung kailangang i-graph, di ko pa nagawa.. bummer..

tralala.. i gotta go nah!!! pupunta na kaming CANYON WOODS!!! weeeeeeeee! *hugsie