PANT!!!

Grabe.. after a whole day's shoot, here I am trying my best to catch my breath. Ang hirap kaya mag-commute noh. Haha.. kinda thinking about what transpired all throughout the shoot. Can't believe na in just one day, halos matapos na lahat lahat kasi ang daming nag-cooperate and the ideas were just pouring in kanina. Uber aga ng call time: 8 am! Haha! Nataranta pa ko kasi paalis pa lang ako ng house ng ganong time. I thought I was already late, pero hindi pa naman pala. When I got at Wanda's house, sina Amiel, Paulo, and Raffy pa lang yung nandun. Buti nalang talaga hinatid ako ni Mama.. *lurve you ma* anyway so yun.. sunud-sunod naman na dumating yung mga casts and I was soo happy kasi ang daming dumating from B2! Hehe.. hindi naman nasayang yung pinunta nila coz naging extra naman sila. :P

Emvin was our director for the day. Hats off na ko.. he really helped us internalized our roles in a funny way. I mean sobrang kahit nahihiya ako, sabi ko bahala nalang, basta role ko tibo. And I did well, I hope. Hahaha!

Ang dami dami dami namin nagawa! Sobra! :P

first yung pagdating sa big brother house. Laughtrip 'tong part na 'toh.. they made me wear Migi's cap para magmukha akong tibo. Kahit na hindi bagay sakin talaga mag-cap, sinuot ko parin, for the love of the video. Hehe! The scene revolves around us 6 housemates.. one by one kaming nagising sa loob ng bahay ni kuya pero we went back to sleep nung makita naming tulog pa yung mga katabi namin.. only to be awaken by Rosa's (Cudz) screaming effort to wake us all up. Basta ang kulit nung mga following scenes lalo na dun sa "egg".. :P love na love ko yung "evul smirk" ni Ernie (Louis)! Promise!

ginawa na rin namin yung past life ng mga housemates--particularly yung sad and happy moments namin. Ang kulit nung scene namin ni Shampoo (Cathy) sa room.. UBE eh. Wahaha!

Then yung mga games na "nilaro" namin. Grabe! Paikutin daw ba kami ng uber bilis tapos magto-touch kami ng fellow housemate. Siyempre hilo-hilo pa kami kaya mukha kaming mga loko-loko na hindi makapaglakad ng maayos. :P then yung piggyback ride namin! Hahaha! Binuhat kaming girls ng boys.. super laughtrip.. Louis, sowee kung mej mabigat ako.. hehe! Pero sobrang fun, promise.. priceless moment talaga. :)

Oh well.. you gotta be a participant or part of the service team of SB2 and SB10 to be able to see our award-winning video. :)) I'm so ecstatic, I can't wait for the youth camp! :D sobrang fulfilling lang talaga nung shooting kanina.. as in nag-enjoy talaga ako to the fullest kahit na pawis pawis na kaming lahat. Happy rin ako kasi ang dami dami naming na-accomplish in just one day. :P

For this Lord, we praise and we thank you. :)


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Anyway.. I just want to share something.. nagkaayos na kami ni Chard. After almost 7 long months of not talking to each other, we decided to stop acting like kids. I mean, we're already adults for God's sake, naisip ko rin na being mad at each other for eternity won't do us any good. Somehow, in some way, kailangan din naming mag-usap to clear things up. Actually, si Fil yung una kong sinabihan about this since sa kanya lang naman ako comfy makipag-usap when it comes to these stuff.. siya yung nagsabi kay Chard tungkol sa mga sinabi ko sa kanya.. and then yun.. Chard felt the same way rin pala.. kung ako naman tatanungin, matagal ko nang na-forgive si Chard sa mga nagawa niya in the past. Aaminin ko, I'm still in the process of healing, and sobrang sensitive ko pa when it comes to this topic; pero I'm trying my best to pick up all my broken pieces. And alam mo yung feeling na kahit nasasaktan ka and hindi ka pa talaga buo so to speak, ang hirap din tanggapin sa loob mo na may galit ka sa isang tao. Ang bigat kaya sa loob nun, and I just felt the need to rid of that feeling kaya here I am now.. I'm happy na we're friends again. I didn't ask for any explanation whatsoever from him kasi matagal nang tapos yun eh, there's no use opening the book again. Past is past. basta the important thing is, wala nang awkwardness between us, and I hope start na 'toh ng much better friendship.

~now I can truly say na mas mapaghahandaan ko na yung sharing ko (talk 3: repentance, faith, healing and forgiveness) sa camp since ayos na kami ni Chard. Nakahinga na ko ng maluwag after naming maghiwalay nung nag-usap kami..

*such a long day. Hayyy.. am sooooooo freakin' tired.



... signing off!

'pag ginulo ka ng pag-ibig

this is just something that i got from my email way back when and i found it again in my files. have a good laugh.. :P tagos toh..

Kapag Ginulo ka ng Pag-ibig

Marami kang iniisip, naiisip at gustong isipin. Pero mas gusto mong malaman ng lahat ng tao ang lahat ng kabangagan mo. Wala lang. Magpapansin. Umasang may mag-rereply sa senseless thoughts mo. Mag-advice. Magsabing, "Oo.. naiintindihan kita.."

Pero ayos lang sayo kahit di nila basahin to. Bakit pa? Sino ka ba? Nakakadiri. Ayaw mong tuksuhin ka nilang, "yuck!! Ang mushy mo pala!!"

Sa lahat ng kaibigan mong humihingi ng advice tungkol sa pag-ibig, ang sinasabi mo lang palagi, "Tange, kalimutan mo na lang yang nararamdaman mo. Korni mo e. Ang OA mo pa. Guguluhin lang nyan buhay mo." Ang sasabihin pa nila sayo, "Talaga? Buti ka pa, wala kang lovelife. Di ka stressed. Di ka kinakabahan palagi --"

"At di ako mukhang tanga."

May na-offend ka na naman. Pero pakialam mo ba sa kanila? Totoo naman a.

Tapos bigla mong mare-realize, may problema ka na rin pala. Hayop talaga. Gusto mong sumigaw.
Bakit may nanggugulo na rin ng buhay mo ngayon?

Ang dami mong crush, grabe. Yung isang classmate mo sa Math17, isa sa Hum1, dalawa sa Geog1, dalawa sa PE2, isa sa Math100 at isa sa Chem16. Si Mike Bravo ng Maroons, si George Chia ng Blue Eagles, si Kogore ng Shohoku. Si Dao Ming Shi at si Mei Zhuo ng F4. Si Enrique Iglesias. Si Legolas. Si Ron Weasley.

Sixteen. Imagine?

Pero di naman nila ginugulo ang buhay mo.

Ayos lang di ba? Kaso may isang taong di mo maintindihan kung bakit kahit anong gawin mo, talagang ginugulo pa rin niya yung buhay mo. Para siyang mangkukulam. Kahit saan nakikita mo siya.

Inalis mo na noon yung pangalan nya sa phone mo. Kaso sinulat mo pa rin yung number nya sa diary mo. Engot ka talaga. Tapos nilagay mo ulit sa cell mo. Tapos inalis mo ulit kase nainis ka. Naihagis mo pa nga sa kama mo yung phone mo e. Tapos naisip mo wala rin namang epekto kung nasa cell mo siya o wala. kaya nilagay mo na lang ulit.

Tapos binura mo na talaga ngayon. Panahon na para kalimutan na talaga sya --- naiisip mo.

Okay na? Hinde. Mas malala.

Na-memorize mo na kase yung number nya. Tsk tsk tsk. Naaawa ka na talaga sa sarili mo.

Naiinis ka pa kapag sinasabi sayo ng mga kaibigan mo, "Nakita ko sha sa A.S. kanina." Asar na asar ka. Sabay sigaw with matching facial expression, "PAKEELAM KO?"

At magtatanong sila ng isang tanong na matagal mo nang hinihintay na sagutin sa harap ng maraming tao: à "Baket? Ayaw mo na ba sa kanya?"

Tatahimik ka muna. Parang si Lei sa harap ni Tang Chin. Magbubuntung-hininga. Tititigan silang lahat na naghihintay ng sagot mo.

Biglang magkakaron ng split personality disorder, ngingiti at magsasalita: "Sino yon?"

Nagandahan ka sa ginawa mo. Effective. Wow, para talagang di na nya kilala.

Biglang makikita mo siya. Ayun. Mabubuwisit ka talaga. Maaalala mo yung mga panahong pinagmukha ka niyang tanga. Yung panahong kailangan mo siya. Yung panahong iniwan ka nya sa ere. Yung panahong tinalikuran ka nya.

Masisira ang araw mo. Wala ka sa mood makipagtawanan. Sisigawan mo ang kaibigan mong natapakan ang white rubber shoes mo. Gugustuhin mong balatan ng buhay ang lahat ng taong nagtatanong kung bakit ka wala sa mood. Hihilingin mong mong makapag-teleport ka papuntang Egypt.

At bigla mong maririnig ang isa sa mga kaibigan mo, "Ganyan talaga pag in-love." May background pang mga palihim na tawa. At sabay-sabay silang kakanta ng --- Why do birds suddenly appear.

Di ka makakapagsalita. Mararamdaman mong umiinit yung tenga mo, yung leeg mo, yung mukha mo. Bigla mong maiisip ang pinakaepektibong palusot, ngingiti at magsasalita, "Sino yon?"

Ayos na sana, kaso di mo naisip na mali yung statement mo. At bago mo pa mabawi ang sinabi mo, sasabihin na nila, "Baket? Me sinabe bang pangalan??? Yak!! Halata!!!"

Feeling mo masusunog na sa init yung mukha mo.

Kahit anong pilit mong kalimutan siya, mabilis talagang kumalat ang balita.

Minsan naglalakad ka. May masasalubong kang dalawang taong di mo kilala. Magbubulungan sila. Titingnan ka, mula ulo hanggang paa, at maririnig mo ang isang bulong: "Yan ba?"

Grabe, ang ganda na naman ng araw mo.

Di mo na lang papansinin. Kahit nakikilala mo na sila. Isang araw naman nakikipagkwentuhan ka sa isang ka-block mo. Gwapo. Niloloko mo pa nga tong taong to na siya na ang pinakagwapong taong nakita mo sa personal. Hehe, tawa nya. Ang saya-saya mo, biglang may dadaan sa likod mo na dalawang taong di sinasadyang naging pamilyar na sayo. Lumingon ka, at pagtalikod mo, nagsalita ang isa: "Pinagpapantasyahan e no." Sasagot ang isa pa, "Oo nga."

Oh hindee!!! Anong nagawa mo??

Titigil ka na sa pakikipagkwentuhan. Aalis ka na lang na punung-puno ng sama ng loob.

Naaasar ka sa lahat ng tao. Bakit kailangang pakialaman ang buhay ng taong ni hindi nila kilala? Bakit kailangang pagtawanan at ipagkalat ang mga bagay na di na dapat pinag-uusapan? Marami pang version yung mga naririnig mo sa kanila. Minsan ganito, "Siya yun." O kaya, "Ows? Yan yon?" Hayop. Marathon eavesdropper ka kase.

Kahit ikaw mandidiri sa iniisip mo.

At matapos mong malaman ang lahat ng bagay tungkol sa kanya, kahit yung nilihim nya at nalaman mo lang nung tapos na, naisip mong kalimutan na lang talaga siya.

One time nakipag-chat ka.

[ka-chat] musta luvlyf?
[ikaw] meron b?
[ikaw] .wlang kwenta
[ka-chat] ows? bkt?
[ka-chat] :(
[ikaw] basta. wla syang kwenta.
[ka-chat] mahal mo?
[ikaw] huh?
[ka-chat] mhl mo p rn un.
[ikaw] weh
[ka-chat] honestly, mhl m p rn ba?
[ikaw] argh!
[ikaw] ewan
[ka-chat] wlang kwenta pero mhl mo.
[ka-chat] tsk tsk

Matitigilan ka. Tititigan mo yung monitor ng matagal.

[ka-chat] am i ryt?
[ka-chat] hey

Ita-type mo yung "gtg" nang di oras. May kasama pang "nys miting u" para di halatang nabwisit ka sa sinabi nya. Alt-F4. Disconnect. Shut down.

Asar na asar ka na talaga sa sarili mo. Di mo na gustong mag-teleport. Gusto mo na lang talagang ma-dissolve sa hangin.

Ikaw na ngayon ang nangangailangan ng advice. Pero walang kwenta lahat ng sinabi nila. "Kalimutan mo na siya." PAANO? "Wag ka kase magpapaapekto. Wag mo isipin yung sinasabi ng ibang tao." HA?!? ANG LABO!!! "Marami pang iba jan." EH SIYA NGA LANG EH!!! Aasarin ka pa kapag sinabi nilang, "Bakit di na lang si _____? Yihee. Okay naman siya ah." Ngek, ano yun, ganon lang kadali?

Nakatitig ka ngayon sa monitor. Pabalik-balik ka lang sa lyrics.com, sa CRS, at sa email composer mo. Nakakainis. Di mo na alam kung ano pa ang sasabihin mo.

Tama, bwisit sa buhay yang feelings na yan. May magtatanong pa, "Bakit mo ba yon mahal?" Wow pare, wala kang maisagot. Buti pa sa Math pwede kang manghula ng formula, pwede mong paglaruan ang solution mo. May partial points ka pa. Eh sa tanong na yon? Tsk tsk. Malabong mangyari yon.

At kung BS Love and Affection ang course mo, 'tol. mas mabuti pang mag-shift ka na lang sa BA Emotionlessness and Insensitivity habang maaga. Malamang magkita pa kayo don.

Paulit-ulit mong sinasabi sa sarili mo na wala ka na talagang pakialam sa kanya. Pero bakit pag nakikita mo siya, natitigilan ka pa rin? Minsan, kaibigan mo na yung nagsasabi sayo, "O, kala ko ba wala na?"

Tatawa ka na lang. Lalakasan mo para di mahalata yung teary eyes mo. Di ka na naman makakapagsalita. Litong-lito ka na. Di mo alam kung bakit nga ba ganon. Kung bakit ka apektado. Kung bakit nagbabago ang lahat pag nandiyan siya. Kung bakit gustung-gusto mo siyang bigyan ng nerve cells para maramdaman niya ang lahat. Lahat.

Ngayon, ipapadala mo to sa mga kaibigan mo, sa mga ka-block mo, at sa iba pang taong wala talagang pakialam sayo. Sa kanilang lahat, di mo alam kung sino talaga ang may tiyagang tapusin ang ganito kahabang senseless na mensahe. Di mo rin alam kung sino talaga ang mag-iisip para sayo. Di mo alam kung sino ang maaapektuhan.

Somehow, gusto mong ma-disconnect ka na lang bigla. Maubusan ng internet credits. Sabugan ng pc. Mag-brown-out. Biglang mag-collapse. Umiyak. Malunod. Maging ipis. Uminom ng Skele-Gro. Mabagsakan ng asteroid. Maglahong parang bula.

Kase, tama yung sinabi ng naka-chat mo. Sinasabi mong walang kwenta, pero mahal mo.

Sobra.

deep sigh..

Badvibes yung trip ko pauwi kanina. Actually the whole day good mood naman ako eh, nung pauwi lang talaga ako nabadtrip dun sa mga nakatabi ko sa jeep and fx. Kasabay ko sina Francis and Regine sa jeep.. so a-okay naman.. until may sumakay na babae, I figured na uupo siya sa tabi ko kaya nag-move na ko ng konti to give her some space.. then, nung uupo na siya bigla niyang sinabi "pausog lang may uupo!".. ang sama ng tingin niya sakin dude.. pinigilan ko nalang yung sarili kong irapan siya kasi mej ang bastos lang niya ha.. nagkatinginan kami ni Francis na parang "o-kay, ayos siya, nice one..".. pinabayaan ko nalang eh, ka-badtrip siya. Anyway.. so yun, of course nauna sina Regine and Francis bumaba kesa sakin so I was on my own on the way home. Nung malapit na sa Jollibee, may nag-para na na guy before pa ko nakapagsalita. Nag-para na rin ako just to make sure na titigil siya.. aba si manong hindi tumigil! Para kami ng para pero ayaw niyang tumigil.. nagslow down lang siya across na nung jollibee. Hassle talaga.. tas si katabi kong girl, humirit pa badtrip na nga kaming mga hindi nakababa agad.. sabi niya, "dapat kanina palang doon sa kabila!".. may migraine ako kanina and pinigil ko nalang yung sarili kong wag nalang siyang barahin eh, napikon talaga ako sa sinabi niya. Hindi ko alam kung nananadya ba siya or what, alam niyang bago palang makarating ng jollibee pumapara na kami.. hindi lang tumigil yung driver. Hay nako, people nowadays--babae pa.. hilig mang-urat ng ibang tao.

Nakasakay naman ako agad ng fx and mabilis napuno. Nainis lang ako coz nung nagbayad ako ng P100, P15 yung binawas nung driver. I mean, sa mcdo lang ako, 15 bux! Ayos talaga mga fx driver these days.. nananamantala pag binigyan mo ng buo. Makakarma rin kayo, what goes around comes around.. after nun I thought okay na.. or so I thought. Nung bababa na ko, yung katabi kong guy hindi man lang bumaba para mag-give way (sa back kasi ako nakaupo)! Hindi na nga siya bumaba, hindi pa niya binuksan ng maayos yung door kaya nung pababa ako, slightly nauntog pa ko dun sa door.. napamura ako ng wala sa oras kaya sorry na lang siya. Sobrang gentleman niya, sana makatulog siya sa biyahe para di siya makababa sa destination niya. Badtrip talaga mga tao ngayon.. nakaka-urat talaga sila. May araw din kayo, don’t worry. *grrrrrrrnesss*

Buti nalang sa trike walang prob. At least mabait yung driver.. at least! Oh well.. thank God I'm home nah. :P

**pagdating namin ng house nila Tinoy, wala pa siya. nagpapagupit pa kasi, so nag-wait kami (hindi ko na sasabihin kung gano katagal :P).. nakakatawa kasi nung nagbabasa kami ng magazines, biglang lumabas si JC [de vera just so you know] sa room, nag-hi si Cudz tas nagkatinginan kaming 3 nina Cathy. nagkatawanan kami after kasi hindi namin ine-expect na nasa bahay siya. oh well.. ganon talaga pag mej starstruck! :))

Napagod rin ako sa shooting ha.. haha, ang kulit kanina! Music video ng "high" by the speaks and Barbie. Ang cute, kasama namin si Fil dun! Galing galing! Watch for it sa youth camp--kung participant ka! Hahaha! Francis, sorry sa kurot, wag kang mag-alala magpapasa rin yan. :P hinilot (kuno) naman kita eh! And ang cool ng bagong 'do ni Tinoy--purple! ^_^

**kitakits tayo sa Saturday! grabe whole day shoot na.. hehe, otei lang.. All For God naman. :P

*housemates hug* ~ Louis, Raffy, Migi, Cudz, Cathy, Nash!

the shit.

AAAACK!!! look at my GRADE! 2.941?! 0.059 nalang ang kulang ko to be in the Dean's List! arghhhhhh! Dr. Puno, if only you gave me a 2.0, DL nako! SHITNESS! grabe na ito... x_x

pambara. ;)

brilliant ways to turn guys down! bwahaha! >:)

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share.

HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE: Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together?
SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!!

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.

HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.


hope this helps. +_+ teehee!!!

argh!!!

i really am not in the mood to write something right now but i couldn't get myself to sleep so might as well do something than nothing. blehh..

i just got home from the service team meeting at Margaux's place. aion, we talked about the youth camp of course.. and the committees.. who's assigned to what and bla bla and bla bla.. :P na-caught up nga ako dun sa shinare ni Emvin about the Hare and the tortoise. i mean.. it's the same old story, but we've overlooked the fact na yung simple story na yun, it holds too many a lesson. napa-"oo nga.." na lang ako dun sa mga insights and quotes na sinabi niya samin.. nakaka-amaze talaga.. :P na-realize ko rin na lahat nung sinabi niya samin, it basically happens in our everyday lives. wala lang, i won't go repeating what he said.. tanungin niyo nalang ako about it if ever.. hehe!

*sigh* ask me why i'm not in the right mood to blab away now.. grrness! i computed my GPA and i'm 0.2 something short to be in the dean's list! if only Dr. Puno gave me a 2.5, then i'd definitely make it in. eh sa pathetic 1.5 lang yung binigay niya sakin, all hope's lost na talaga.. :( nakakalungkot talaga.. sayang.. oh well, no use crying over spilled coffee (coz i don't drink milk).. :( i enjoyed relstwo, promise.. but i didn't enjoy the grade. @_@

here are the others:

Englone = 4.0
Peindiv(Judo) = 4.0
Introso = 3.0
Genpsyc = 2.5
Filipi1 = 2.5

tada! GPA = 2.852.. damn.. gotta work harder next term! shetness.. x_x

officially on-vacation!

it's official! i'm on dear vacation! *insert evuul laugh here* wow, i can't believe i don't have to worry anything about schoolwork from now on. but there's a big BUT.

it was replaced by a huge responsibility given to me for the Youth Camp. Miggy and I are Heads of the Creative Team; aside from that, i also have a part in the Music Ministry, and i too will be sharing in one (or two?) of the talks. whew, goodluck Nash. sana tulungan ako ni Lord na ma-fulfill lahat nang ito. i'm more than thankful na nga coz final na yung schedule ng Camp on May 19-21. sinagot na ni God lahat ng prayers ko regarding this. :P

i just hope everything will be able to fall into its place. sana wala na masyadong SWs--although hindi nga naman maiiwasan minsan.

i'm ecstatic. and nervous at the same time. heehee!

just a simple thought for the day: Why do you make some things so easy so complicated?

looooong day

+ mission accomplished: done with the portfolio and submitted it with errr flying colors? haha.. whatever. ;p

+ bonded with Nathan, Aids and Tensh at Glorietta. :) we went SHOPPING. bwahaha! actually it took us almost the whole time looking for board shorts and their stuff. it's kinda cute coz it's not everyday you get to go shopping with 3 of your guy friends. hahaha! i too got myself a pair of boardshorts. it's pink and i found it in the guy's section. :)) galing galing. :)

+ hayyy.. i'm not yet on vacation, shetness. the whole philippines is already on with their summer and i on the other hand still have to study for Genpsyc. grrrness! can't wait to be done with this. x_x

+ anyway.. i'm part of the video Tinoy's working on for the youth camp. haha! pinoy big brother yung theme and we still need 2 more girls from B2 to be one of teh housemates. weee i'm excited nah... :) shooting starts after the Holy Week.

unofficially on vacation

Okay. I just consumed a whole mug of coffee and now I can't sleep. That should not come as a surprise, right? haha. Anyway.. I did that on purpose since I don't have class tomorrow--I don't but I still will go to school. I'll explain in the process. I am a little bit glad now that I'm almost finished with my Englone portfolio; I still have to print some pages tomorrow to complete the thing. Our printer here's down so I guess I'll have to pay Speedbytes a visit tomorrow morning, again. Hehe! Tomorrow's the submission so I gotta make sure mine's in tiptop shape.. only one problem: I dunno the exact room where we are suppose to submit it. Haha, goodluck nalang. All I know is that it's in William Hall somewhere in the 3rd floor.. oh well, doing some searching 'round doesn't seem such a difficult thing to do.

I wonder now what's in store for me in the upcoming weeks. Yeah I know I'm unofficially a sophomore since the term's almost over. Give me one more month and I'm officially one. I won't say that this term was a total borefest; it ain't. There are just, some, you know, circumstances that would qualify to that. I guess if you're my classmate in Genpsyc (General Psychology), then you are fully aware about what I'm talking about. Blame it on the professor. Gawd.. the subject was really interesting, alright. But because of her teaching strategies, you'd think you were in a kindergarten class. I don't usually fall asleep in class, I'm not that kind of student; but whenever there's a discussion going on, it's as if I’m in a sleeping session. Maybe if I had a "more" interesting professor, maybe I would have enjoyed the subject. Please pray for me if you have the time, she scheduled our finals on Monday. Do you think I could still get a 3.0? Let's all hope I could make it. ;p

Then there's Introso (Introduction to Sociology), the only subject I swore I almost hate—during the first few weeks of classes that is. If you've been keeping track of my posts ever since 3rd term started, you'd know how I felt like a loner in that class. I even called it the shit class.. ;p I eventually made friends, thank God. Lulu was the first person to talk to me, the funny thing was: all along she thought my name's Fatima. Hahaha! As in last Monday she still called me by that name.. but it's aight, I will never forget her. The same goes to Jackie, Rachel, Anne, Abby, Denisse and the only guy who ever talked to me, Leonardo. Forgive me for calling him Jughead before-- swear he looked like him! But I was just fooling around at that time. He talked to me last Friday (coz he was seated beside me)—which was our 2nd to the last meeting.. he's nice pala. I thought he was a snob just like the others. I won't call him Jughead ever again, hahaha! Peace man. ;p

Of course, who would ever forget Relstwo (Church and the Sacraments)? Hehe.. Ky and I took this ahead of our block mates so I advice you guys to get Dr. Puno next term. Honestly, I'm dreading to get my course card since I have to get a 2.0 in this subject to be able to make it in the dean's list. Dr. Puno uses an average system in his quizzes; and if you want to get all fours in your course card, asking questions during discussions is the key to your goal. He's a great professor! Hands down to him. He's actually the complete opposite of my Genpsyc prof. There was never a dull moment in his class—whatever he says make sense. He would occasionally crack jokes that never fail to make us all laugh to our heart's content. He'd even make fun of me and my classmates once in a while. Hehe.. his was so far one of the best classes I had. Just a piece of advice if you successfully got him for Relstwo: keep a ¼ sheet of pad paper in handy. Not the yellow one, the white pad. I assure you this will be a bundle of help to you and your quizzes. ;p

Another subject I took ahead of my block mates was Englone (English I). This one was way the best among any subjects I took. I sure had fun with the set of classmates I had who were mostly taking up Political Science, History, and ECE. Add it up to our ever-beautiful Ms. Ami Joy aka Ms. Mangubat. This class was almost a circus, but in a good way. We're close to having a good set of class clowns, which made it an even better place for us. I will always remember Ian who never fails to make our tummies ache in providing all of us with our daily doze of laughter. Gawd.. I love this class, no matter what. If only I could spend more time with this lot, I definitely would. Ian, Micky, Tini, Kat, Jovi, Carlo, Brian, TJ, Robert, Pau, Ramir, Jorge, Kevin, Wacky, Mac, Janina, Chelyn, Marice, Lily, Nino, Paulo, Sarah, Carla, and Jed.. Hats off to you guys. I'll miss ya'll! J Kat, Jovi and Lily.. see you next term in Engltwo! Hehehe!

Last but not the least, PEINDIV. Haha! What could be more fulfilling than winning a Judo practical test against someone with equal aggressiveness and determination? Nothing. I mean, if you were in my shoes, (oh, in our case, feet) I am sure you'd feel the same way. I've learned a lot ever since I started out last January with this sport. This now drives me to try out for the varsity maybe next school year. I had so much fun and I'm not stopping this. haha.. Tensh, sama sama tayo dito ha! I soo loove tha Judo push-ups. =)) need I to demonstrate it? =))

Peindiv may be the last because the least goes to Filipi1, why so? I think that subject was the counterpart of Genpsyc in the Filipino Department. It was a total waste of time. Towards the end of the term, I lost all possible interest in attending the subject. Ms. Taylan was right, "isang malaking kalokohan ang subject na 'to". Oh well, good thing it's all over now.. see you guys next term in Filipi2! :hearts:

Okaaaay.. I think the coffee's effect is now wearing off. I'm looking forward for another set of good times next term. Woohoo.. can't wait to see those froshies go up and about 'round campus in clusters.. hahaha! =)) Anyway, I won't taunt them.. I'll behave.. count on that. :D


Insert: I miss my amazing friends.. +_+
haze, teeds, tensh, kee, natz, kris, aids and thana..

position paper

this is just something to pass me by.. it's practically my position paper for Englone. i come in peace, really. hehe. :D

I Oppose the Opposition

What with the recent controversies arising from the opposition against the administration has not brought any good in our people's lives. We've seen reports come and go about this issue; did anyone benefit from it? Inasmuch as we all want to take part and have our voices heard out in the open, sometimes we just all want to shut up because this whole subject seems to revolve only around those people in position. We can recall that this basically started when Mr. Poe "lost" to Mrs. Arroyo during the Presidential elections two years ago. I should say that it wasn’t a clean fight for there arose a whole lot of arguments after the said election.

We all want the best for our country; that's the truth. Sometimes, however, some people have a distorted image or picture of what really is the best. This is evident in the perspective the opposition holds. We see them throw all kinds of dirt on the administration's face like it doesn't matter, not taking into account all the filth that they all trying to suppress. Just because their bet for presidency failed to make it as our executive; they say that the other party didn't play fair. You see politics is such a dirty game in its own field. It should not come as a huge surprise for all of us whenever such uncertainties creep up under our noses. It's true, Gloria admitted the unjust circumstances that she has committed; but isn't that enough for them to hear? Admitting that in public was such a difficult thing to do; yet, she swallowed her pride and tried to clear her name. They say that GMA is not the right person to lead this country because of the sole reason that she has done immoral acts. If we look at it realistically, our world is already full of immoral acts and we all are surrounded by it. While they're blabbing about Arroyo not fit for such position, they were not able to present us a viable alternative as well. From my slick point of view, it was she who's trying her best to accommodate all of us in the first place. She's die trying to get our country going and yet what does the opposition do? They're trying to do otherwise: make sure she doesn't make it. Most of them think that she's the big problem amidst all what is happening; but what they don't see is they are the ones who create all those fuss.

We all know that this country is democratic in its own right. We all are allowed to voice out our opinions about current situations and the like. But I couldn't remember a time when random citizens like me were able to do so. Who're the ones shouting for their so-called rights? The opposition. Their notion of democracy is restricted to their own rights to freedom; without really knowing what we people want. We chose to be silent because that's what we want, and what do they do? They continue to publicize how they try to voice out the needs of the Filipino people. First and foremost, I didn't ask for that. No one asked for them to do that.

This is old news; I know that. But hey, this is something that cannot forever be banished from our minds and hearts. The opposition proved that GMA is not the only problem this country has. Because the way I see it, they are a far more serious threat to this land of ours than any other entity. If only they resorted to a less aggressive attempt to bring forth downfall on our president, then maybe, just maybe, I would not oppose the opposition the way i despise them right here and now.

nothing less

i think i'm gradually turning into a stalker these past few days.. lately, i've been searching for the friendster accounts of jomar and ****.. fortunately, i found 'em, then that's it. didn't add them of course, we're not "close". just wanted to take a glimpse of their profile and yeah, some of their pictures.

i am impressed. bet they're "good" guys.

hehe..

it's just a crush; no more, no less. :D