happy monthsary to me...

This past few days was full of twists and turns that I barely have time to keep up and breathe. At the start of the week, all I had were anxieties; it especially came to multiply when I thought I won't be able to get an appointment with the company that i applied for for my practicum. And also, I had to compete with the time he's got in his hands..

There's not a day during this week that I didn't cry myself to sleep. At first, it was all about my practicum.. But then, it evolved into a much more serious dilemma. Am I that selfish? Do I always think of myself in terms of the time he's giving or not giving me? So much has changed ever since this summer practicum started.. And most of the time I find myself lost in thought because of the so many things that's been happening; all I could do is cry. Cry over the little things, cry whenever I'm alone crossing the streets of Manila, and cry whenever we have our petty fights. I do realize that I am a selfish person, but is it wrong, for me to demand a little more time from you? Is it wrong when I want to talk to you over the phone late at night just before you sleep because I know that you won't be able to spare some moments for me in the office? Is it wrong to ask you to text me, or at the least check on me?

I don't know how I am supposed to react to these things. I guess I don't have any right to feel bad whenever I feel that I'm neglected. That's what I've been feeling since Tuesday; I don't want to pretend anymore that I'm all good.

Every minute, I check on my phone hoping to get a message from you. While I'm walking the crowded streets of Manila, I even hold my phone on one hand because I wouldn't want to miss your text just in case you send me one. I guess I have waited too much in vain for you. I understand, you're busy and you have to put your job at number 1 in your priority list. I hope I could someday live up to that.. Someday, I hope.

Happy 5th Monthsary [tomorrow] BABE! I hope you're not mad at me anymore.. :( I won't try to call you anymore because I know you don't want to talk to me. I don't know if you'll be able to read this but I hope I could get a message from you sometime later. :( I miss you so much. :(

shoo you.

I hate it when people can't seem to have their originality.
While their horse-like faces are pasted all over the web, they also copy stuff out of other people's websites.
It's a sad sad world [for them].

grades grades..

Seeing this was a great relief to me.. Everything paid off..
But then, The real challenge begins next term.
Aim for Best Thesis daw. :)
(dapat ganito pa rin grades nating 3)

Receiving this too was something..

Until when I saw my grades in My.Lasalle.
Where's my 3.5? What happened?

The TAFT life :))

Whether you're an alumni fresh out of La Salle, a green-blooded undergraduate student, an incoming Freshman this May, or an aspiring student for God and Country.. This is for you. HAHAHA! (dapat may "after course card distribution" din eh. :)) )

*copied from Dianne

Every New Trimester:After First Week:After Second Week:Before the Mid-Term Test:During the Mid-Term Test:After the Mid-Term Test:Before the Final Exams:Once You Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:7 Days Before the Final Exam:6 Days Before the Final Exam:5 Days Before the Final Exam:4 Days Before the Final Exam:3 Days Before the Final Exam:2 Days Before the Final Exam:1 Day Before the Final Exam:The Night Before the Final Exam:1 Hour Before the Final Exam:During the Final Exam:After Stepping Out From the Finals Room:After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:

Summer? NOT.

After 3+ months of burning my brows for Chem and Physics, cramming for papers, staying up late (but not that late) for thesis and spending most of my time worrying about grades, finally I can rest. This is the suckiest term ever. I didn't even go out (well prolly just one or twice); what a loser. Now all I have to do is to wait in vain for my course cards. And oh, to adjust for OrgChem Lec and Lab as well. :|

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I'm excited to see our panel grades in the defense. Haha but I actually thought they didn't like our topic. My heart sanked a bit while I was reporting the Review of Related Literature because Sir Valencia was yawning and Ms. Lapena was just writing notes. That's why I kinda ate my words while presenting it. Scary. Haha but Ms. May Ann said they did like our presentation better than the executive summary that we gave them and yeah.. that's a good thing. :) Although I wasn't able to answer any of Ms. Lapena's questions kasi naman nakakatakot siya. Thanks to my thesismates who tried their best to explain thoroughly. :) Yay it's over.. but not for long. Dirpsy2 coming soon in a month. Oh no. :)) Go for best thesis hahaha!

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No summer again. Hayyyy Practicum na. I'm still clueless about how we're supposed to start that; I still haven't done my resume. Oh well, I'm gonna see Sir Javier again.. Haha I missed him! Seriously. :))

Hope my grades are okay. :| Physicssssss! Gaaa. x_x

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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

ILC Cebu, anyone? :)

16th YFC-ILC at CEBU next year!

Rar. I AM DEFINITELY GOING. Haha!

I wasn't able to go this year to Tagaytay because of my finals..

But next year, I will. YAY!

And nothing, no one can stop moi.

I'm excited. Hahaha!